Guns and Roses

Chapter 39 - Wild Dreams

Dana's pov -

My breathing was getting faster by the second. My heart was beating through my chest. My lower body felt paralyzed.

I couldn't move, firstly, he's holding me down firmly and second, I can't get myself to move.

I turn my body towards him and his handsome face is so close to mine. I felt my breathing accelerating by the minute. 

"G-Grey.." I said in a shocked tone at his actions. He's never...he's never done this before.

His hands slowly goes to my hip and held it firmly. I felt numb.

I couldn't move.

What do I do. Why can't I do anything.

"Fuck." His voice came behind me. I stayed put on his lap. I felt him pick me up and placed me off his lap. I soon realized I'm not on his lap anymore and turned around to him. He walked away to the door looking a bit frustrated I guess...

I walked behind him and get out of the shop. We slowly walk to his motorcycle. I'm confused. He— why did he do that? He placed me on his lap, made me feel numb and just—- just got up like nothing happened...

—-

I handed him the helmet. I smiled at him and turned to leave but stopped in my tracks.

My brain can't wrap around what he did. It's aggravating. A small action like that can easily make me feel things I know I shouldn't feel.

And I don't want to go deep into what that means.

"Grey.." I said softly and turned around. He was leaning against his bike while staring at me intently already.

See he's doing it again. That look!

I walked closer to him while I played with my fingers nervous. I don't know what to say..

He didn't respond as usual but I continued. "I'm sorry for falling on your lap but...you pulled me back down...why?" I said confused with my head tilted at the end of the sentence.

He stared at me with his usual look. He didn't response. I waited for a couple of minutes and decided he won't speak.

I nodded and felt myself feel a huge bolder fall ontop of my heart. I felt the need to cry. I just need to go inside.

Just as I was going to turn around a hand turned my body around and I collided with his hard chest.

A gasp leaves my lips. I tilted my head up and he had his head looked down at me.

"You don't want to know." He said with a calm tone and his expression was not cold or hard. It was soft.

His eyes were looking deep down in into mine.

Why doesn't he want me to know?

"Why.." I said making it almost sound like a whisper. His eyes never left mine and he stared at them intensely. I felt a bit insecure and looked down.

I know I never feel this way but he's staring at me. He could think anything, and I ain't ready for it.

His rough finger lifted to my chin and lifted my face to him. I stared at him with a very shocked face. What is he doing. What am I doing. What are we doing.

What's happening.

Why do my cheeks feel hot.

His face leaned down to mine, since I'm short.....and I have to admit, it made me shiver.

His face leaned even closer..and closer. His lips cover against my lips. A shaky breath left my lips hitting his lips. I'd kill myself if my breath smelled bad, it probably smells like boba.