Guns and Roses

Chapter 40 - Oh No

Dana's pov -

I walked to the familiar police car. He didn't bring his motorcycle today. I was hesitant to go with him today but I didn't want to be dramatic plus I don't have another ride and I was getting late.

I opened the door and I sat down on the passenger seat. I closed the door behind me and put my seat belt on.

I looked at him and he was doing something on his phone. I quickly looked away and immediately the dream from last night flooded my brain.

Oh no.

Ya Allah what does that mean.

Does it mean...I feel something for him? Oh my Allah help me understand

The car was filled with some comforting silence. I didn't dare to speak.

I never felt this way with him before.

'It's just a dream,' I keep telling myself.

After some time I see the hospital show up, I unbuckle my seat belt. I turned to him and smiled.

"Thanks grey.." I said and tried to avoid eye contact. I then zoomed out of there before I can say something I regret.

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I chewed on my nails looking at the other nurses sitting patiently and calmly. I'm nervous.

My gut says something nice won't happen.

I took only 1 pill this morning so this is going to be a rough day.

My anxiety kicks in. It also makes it hard for me to read. I physically can't some times.

"You're training has been complete, I will be giving you this test. Whoever passes will get to be a official nurse but whoever does not will remain training depending on the results or you will be send home." The boss said.

My heart dropped 50 meters down, I can't be send home. The reason why I came here is because I got into this medical training.

"Your test will be placed tomorrow during different times for all of you." She said and passed out note passes with our names laminated and the time with the place.

Once she gave mine with my name I read the information. Tomorrow but 8. It will be dark. Hopefully Bilal won't be home.

Maybe I'll ask grey to take me there...

"If you have any medical issues—- depending on the medical issue you may or may not take the test." She said and a I felt relieved by that. I can skip it right? Since I am not medically okay...

"But If I say yes you can take the test then you can but if your medical issue is serious with very threatening side effects then you can't, I'm sorry. This test will take 4 hours at least." She said sounding strict.

I gulped and held my hand not daring to tell her. Im not going home.

Im going to show everyone back home; just because I'm a women doesn't mean i can't make it possible. I will make anything possible, women or not.

Once this meeting was over we got our information and headed out.

—

I'm okay.

I'm totally damn fine!

I don't feel like someone is watching me right now. I'm fine. I won't punch a person at my work place.

Maybe not today.

for Allah I won't.

"Hey." A familiar voice said making me clench my fists under the desk.