Bad Blood | M.T

25.

This ones a little shorter than the others :) my brain was hit with a little writer's block uh anyway 10 more enjoy!
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I let out a sigh again and take a sip of water attempting to get the nasty taste out of my mouth. "Can you let me keep down something please?" I ask looking at my stomach.

Day 3 of knowing about being pregnant and the symptoms are kicking in and kicking my ass.

Matthew is still on the road so I haven't told him. I leave for New York fashion week tomorrow so today I'm packing and getting rid of things in my fridge that expire while I'm gone.

My phone starts ringing. Matthew. "Hey baby" I answer. "Hey love how are you? I miss you" he asks. "I'm good, I miss you too" I reply with a frown. "Just a few more days" he smiles. "I'm nervous" I sigh.

"You're going to do so good baby" he says. "Thank you I appreciate the encouragement" I reply. He smiles "of course, we'll always support one another" he says.

I smile "and that's why we're getting married" I reply playing with my ring. He smiles happily "I'm so excited to wife you up" he says. I blush "yeah?" I ask. He nods "yeah we're starting a new chapter together" he answers.

We talk for a little bit before he has to go to the arena and play. "I love you" he says. "I love you too" I reply. We hang up and i sigh resting my hand on my stomach.

After putting my phone down I go back into my room and pack for the few days that I'll actually be there. "Not again" I whisper before running to the bathroom and throwing up.

Once I'm finished there I brush my teeth again then go back to packing then I leave my bag by the door before sitting in the corner of my couch. My phone starts ringing again.

Madeline. "Hey girly" I answer. "What are you doing tonight?" She asks. "Matt's got a game so I'm watching it at home" I answer. "Oooh we were gonna go out and drink but coming over and drinking sounds better" she says.

Dang. I can't do that. "I'm not in the drinking mood but you can definitely come over" I reply. "Not in the drinking mood? Are you good?" She asks. I laugh "yeah I'll uh tell you when you get here" I answer.

"Ok I'll be there in a little bit" she says. "Ok see you" I reply before we hangup. I've also been trying to find a way to tell Matthew that I'm pregnant. I still want to wait until he gets back so we can process it together instead of having to separate after New York.

About an hour later Madeline's sitting next to me "so what's going on?" She asks. I hand over a pregnancy test and she gasps "no wayy" she says. "6 weeks that's insane" she adds.

Laughing I nod "yeah I uh I just don't know how I'm gonna tell matt" I reply. "He doesn't know?" She asks. I shake my head and sigh "nope I wanna tell him when he's back" I answer.

She nods "that's fair, so you're obviously keeping it, right?" She asks. "Yeah" I answer feeling nervous. "And you've talked about kids?" She asks. "yeah but after we got married" I sigh.

"He'll be happy" she says. "I hope so" I whisper resting my hand on my stomach. "He loves you and he'll love your baby" she says. I let out a sigh "I know it's just going so fast" I say.

Before she can say anything Matthew's calling for a pre-game facetime. "Hey beautiful" he greets. "Hey babe" I reply. "Hi matt" Madeline says popping her head into view. "Oh hey" he says. "How are you feeling?" I ask him.