U cannot control to fall in love but u can choose to get away.
I decided to concentrate on my self , my personality and most important my weight. Even some of my friends complemented that I started looking really smart. I had a good haircut and did some shopping and got some cleavage down t-shirts. I did that make over because I wanted to feel more confident rather than some dumped stupid girl.
Now a Days I am getting a lot of attention from my classmates. Even got some dumb proposals ..lol.. Thank god for the gym and some exercises and my dieting , I am finally getting some attention. This might sound like some nonsense but heyy.. i am a broken person, and thats the least I can do to repair myself.
Now my friend Shreya was extraordinarily focused on Abhimanyu continuously looking at me and sometimes even I used to noticed. Okay now I think he is doing it on purpose. Boy ...you have already broken my heart once what do you think you are doing again. Now he started sitting next to me sometimes facing me started giving me extra attention for nothing. Once we were going out of the class he just intentionally grabbed my hand and my waist, as there were so many people nobody noticed. I felt like a cheap whore. Sometimes he used to notice my breasts, my neck ...mann what the actual fuck. Why the hell is he acting like this...
People who hurt you never realize how much effect they are doing on other persons heart. This might be an interesting game for them but its hard for us to play. I cant ignore him all the time because I loved him and still feel attracted towards him, and all he need to do is leave me alone. Even this is hard for him.
Cmon yarr , have some heart , and dont do this , dont make yourself my true enemy, BECAUSE IT WILL BE A HORRIBLY PAINFUL EXPERIENCE FOR YOU, IF I START MY GAME YOU ARE GOING TO EXPERIENCE THE PAIN WHICH CAN MAKE YOU KILL YOURSELF.
