Serendipity

questions and answers

Taehyung is on his way to his workplace.. It's the only place that dont question him.. His workplace is like a escape for him.. Escape from this world escape from the everyday's questions which have no answers.. He is sitting on the window seat of the bus looking outside drown in self thoughts or should I say self doubts.

Kim Taehyung was a decent student, an obedient son and a good brother.. Since childhood books used to be his favorite things.. His eomma was the one who introduced little tae to his first book.. She used to read him and his sister bed time books.. She used to take them to parks and taught them how to admire nature and find beauty even in the small things.. His father used to work most of the time that led him and his sister to get more attached to their mother.

But sadly their eomma left them 4 years ago due to some critical health condition.. But her teachings never left them and Taehyung is like a living reflection of his mother.. Sweet, kind hearted, compassionate and pure. His appa maybe seems like an arrogant person but he loves his both kids .. He never expresses it but he never leave his kids alone and helpless.. When Mrs kim left them Mr kim decided to provide his kids with all his love and care.

But right now lost in his thoughts Taehyung is questioning himself
"am I not a good son? Am I disappointing my family? Should I agree to their desicion? But what about my life then? "

Well the scenario is.. that Kim Mina wants to marry her boyfriend Jung Junho.. Both families have decided everything regarding the marriage.. They don't even have any problems with this marriage but the only thing that is stopping the marriage is Kim Taehyung.. As according to their family traditions the wedding of elder child is necessary then only the younger child can get married. ( I know this is such a lame reason but please for the sake of plot bare with me 🙂)

And Taehyung is very well aware of this thing.. But what he can do? It's not like he don't want to marry or have a settled life with his own small family but each time he meets someone they reject the poor boy just bcoz he dress differently.. They all judge him by his looks and all these have lead him to low self esteem and many self doubts.. He don't find himself that attractive.. He questions himself everyday why someone will love him..and will anyone ever love him the way he is? Will anyone not judge him by his looks and see his inner pure self?

And the same question that keep on repeating in his mind " Do you not want your sister's happiness?" He feels like he is trying everyday and failing everyday.. But he can't let his family down.. So he wakes up everyday and again try the same thing.. And today Kim Taehyung again decided to not lose hopes and try again bcoz quitting is not a Kim Taehyung thing.

Please bare with me for the sake of plot.. I am not generalising any opinion it's just the thoughts of the characters of this story.

Please do give your feedbacks and opinions.. I would love those.

Love, P🤍