desire | liskook

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Anna
He pushed me!

He fucking promised he'd never let any harm come towards me, that he'd always protect me.

Why was I surprised? It's not like I haven't had my own share of betrayal all my life. After I saw the look in his eyes this morning when he burst through that door, I got a knock back into reality.

'If you come close to my family ever again, I swear by everything pure and good, I'll kill you myself!' he now promises.

Family... Family?! Like hell I'll ever let him have that now.

I pulled my hoodie over my head as I made my way out of the woods and onto the empty road. I need to hitch a ride soon before I get caught.

It was sheer luck that I was able to escape from there, but I bet the cops are still be on my trail. I have to get to somewhere safe asap.

I walked faster, turning back every second to see if a car is coming behind me. I wiped my nose with the back of my hand as I thought aback through the past six months.

As if I hadn't had enough of the Jeon's men accusing me of embezzlement, I still had to pretend everyday that I was living a happy life.

All the money I took from Jeon Corp— my money, that bastard Jungkook made sure I would never be able to touch it, not without being noticed.

Jaewon tried all he could, but our Swiss account which was supposed to be private, wasn't. Just one withdrawal and the feds would be on us with choppers, vans and the entire cyber police squad.

I hated that, I hated it so much. If Jungkook hadn't done that, Jaewon and I would have been halfway to the other side of the earth. He would still be alive and I wouldn't be in this situation right now.

I hate Jungkook so much, I hate Lisa too– I hate all of them!

I couldn't breath with Jungkook's misplaced love and care. I felt trapped every fucking day with him.

There were times when I wanted to tell him. I wanted to look at him in the eyes and scream, "I'm not your little rose cheek, you fool! You've been mistaking me for someone else for the past two years and I've had it!"

But that was the problem. At a point in the marriage, I really wanted to like him and love him as my husband. But we had to run into his childhood shrink, which brought up the whole story from his past.

I would have grown to love that bigot if his past hadn't crossed with my bitch of a sister. I thought I had a marriage, but it turned out to be all about Lisa as usual.

Everything in my life is about her and it's sickening. I thought I could escape her but, I was even lonelier than I was in my mother's house. And who came to my rescue? Jaewon did.

He was there for me when I lost my five weeks old baby. Nobody noticed, not even my own sister. Then the one person who loved me and was there for me when nobody else was, Lisa got him arrested while Jungkook finished him off.

Oh, I'll curse each day I don't fucking make them pay for everything they have done to me.

15 minutes later, I sighted a truck going my way and begged for a lift. I have to get to the most secured place I could think of. It's the one place nobody would think to look for me.

As I sat in the moving truck, flashes of old memories came flooding in. Memories from when I was a kid, memories that thought me grave life lessons.

Flashback (19 Years Ago)

"Leave me alone! Stay away from me, you're not my sister!" I yelled angrily at Lisa.

We both were six at the time, and I remembered being very scared of her since mom told us that story.