To Have Old-People Sex With You [ Levi x OC ]

Preparations

"Levi?" you entered his office, "You wanted to see me?"

You're on a first-name basis because you have spent a lot of time with him the most, being the Vice Captain. Of course, not counting Erwin & Hange. You know him well enough more than anybody. More than Petra, Eld, Oluo or Gunther.

You observed the man seated behind his desk. Indifferent expression - as always, hooded eyelids that cover the sharpest gray eyes you've ever seen. The man is definitely handsome, if not for his permanent scowl, which you think added to his charm. The office is spotless. no object is out of place. Of course, you knew that from first-hand experience. You & your squad learned to clean before you set your hands on ODM gear.

You approached his desk & he gestured for you to sit. He offered you some tea, but you declined it because you prefer caffeine.

"How's Petra?"

"She is recovering & the nurse was able to fix her leg. She was given at least a month to recover. She was fucked up, but alive. She'd be able to regain full motion soon."

He lifted his tea & took a sip as he listened.

"Hm."

"Is that all you want to ask?"

"How about you?"

"Pardon?"

"I never asked how you were after the incident. You held yourself pretty well. I haven't asked about what happened. Erwin will want to get the details soon. So again, how are you, brat?"

'Brat,' he still calls you that even if you're already 26. Nevertheless, you were surprised by his question. It's not that he doesn't care, it's just that he has never asked you before despite being together on the team for years. Maybe because of all the missions that you took, this one hits differently than most. Sure, your long-gone comrades were all important, but you have spent more time with Levi Squad than any other. It's not a question of whether you're strong enough or not. It's them, the people that you lost are like your siblings. You know them personally, even visited their families together during your free time. You laughed & cried with them. You argued with them on late nights on who'll clean the stables or tease Oluo for mimicking Levi before he bites his own tongue. Your missions were filled with Petra & Oluo bickering while you laugh together with Eld & Gunther tries to break the argument. They've become your family after you've lost yours. You were amongst them who were handpicked for Levi's Squad. Together you have fought Titans, practiced seamless combinations & attacks. They were strong. They were part of the elite soldiers. Amongst the comrades you have lost, this loss hurts the most.

"I'm going to be fine," you paused as your breath hitched on your throat, carefully choosing how you'll recall the incident, "It happened very fast. We got into our formation & kept it tight. Oluo was the first one who launched an attack & I guess we were all taken by surprise that titans can have special abilities."

Another silence.

"T-then..." you took a deep breath as you recalled one of the most horrible memories that you gained recently, "Gunther... He was dangling lifelessly in a tree. We don't know how, but he was dead & Oluo panicked and he..." you trailed, fighting the tears, "Eld almost had it, but the hardening ability took all of his blades & it broke his momentum... then the Female titan..."

You did not need to finish the sentence.

"That's when I was almost crushed, but Petra panicked & it got the Female Titan's attention & she was almost crushed, too. I almost did not make it."