Karma 2

Side Bitches & Black Dresses

We had Lashae's funearl and it was super sad. It rained that whole day and at the repass her mothers eyes were red and dry from crying. I made sure my bitch left in style. Everyone wore purple to her funeral and i paid for her casket a custom purple with her name in gold. Zay committed suicide before the police could find him and their children were sent to live with Lashae's mother. I vowed to make sure that her kids were set for life and began sending money for them whenever I could. Sky was sick and had a fever for a couple days. I called out of work and off the streets to tend to Sky. She was my world and I already lost her father. I couldn't lose her too. Cynsere was a big help and loved all of his siblings but the bond him and Sky had was something special.Nova started living with Dre's mother. The girl had a mouth like her mother's and I couldn't take it. I love kids but not disrespectful kids and she had to go. Something been off about Dre and i know my nigga. I sat on the couch watching the news and waited for him to come in. Dre walked in and put his bags down and washed his hands at the kitchen sink.

"Where you been? The trash needed to be taken out today and i had to do it myself."I said.

"Nani don't start its been a rough day."

"I don't care.. Your slipping D...first forgetting Sky milk...then forgetting to take the trash out."I said . Suddenly his phone started ringing. He looked down at it and hesitated to answer.

"Let me see."I said holding my hand out.

"Come on..fall back."He said pouring a cup of juice. I gpt up and grabbed the phone from him.  In his phone it said Jamison Blvd. I called the number and a girl answered.

"Who is this ?"I said

"You called my phone, who are you?"

"I'm Dre's girl..why are you callin his shit?"

"Bitch ask him?"

"Nah...im askin  you you real tough for somebody that saved in a nigga phone as Jamison Blvd."I laughed

"That's cool boo cuz he was eating me from the back last night."

"Oh word. Aight...i got ya address so imma see you soon."I laughed hanging up. Dre was standing at the counter with his hands to his face.

I walked past him and grabbed his gun from the drawer then headed out of the house. Dre hopped in his wheel and followed me. My phone kept going off but I ignored it. I drove over to Jamison Blvd and got out of the car. Several people were sitting on their porches and Dre pulled up next to me hopping out.

"Give me the gun Jania and get the fuck in the car." Dre yelled pulling my arm.

"Sooooo who was the nut bitch i was on the phone with?"I yelled at the people on the block. A brownskinned girl wearing a yellow romper walked out of a house with a cup of juice in her hand,

"Dre? Why you bring her here ?."She asked cocking an eyebrow. I pushed past Dre and started beating the girl up. Her family came outside as i was dragging her across the lawn and beating her up.

"Dre why you bring this girl to my mother crib man." A tall lightskinned man said walking out of the house he stepped down off the porch.

"Man she went through my phone. This is my girl."Dre said

"Nigga always in some dumbshit..come on Canary. Stop fucking with that nigga."The guy said pulling her off of the ground.

"What pussy?"Dre said walking up to the guy. The man pulled a gun out and pointed it at Dre. I stopped in my tracks unsure of what to do next.

"Come on now put that shit down."I said reaching into the car and grabbing the gun out of the glove compartment. Dre backed up and grabbed his from my hand and pointed it at the man.

"You wanna do this Nate..you sure you wanna do this Nate?"Dre laughed.

When Nate rested his hand on the trigger a cop car pulled up and hopped out. Nate was on the run for murder he shot the cop in his chest and we got in the car and sped off. Nate and Canary was running down the block in a different direction.

"Man what the fuc!"Dre yelled hitting the steering wheel.

"Calm down . you ain't do shit."

"Shut yo retarded ass up. We both had guns and tried to shoot each other in front of a block full of people you really think nobody gone talk. Get your dumb ass in the house."Dre yelled getting out of the car. When i walked in the house Dre was pissed and knocking shit over.

"You can calm the fuck down!"I yelled slamming the door behind me.

"Why you gotta act like a fuckin kid?!"He yelled punching the wall.

"You fucking other bitches and mad cuz i pressed the hoe?"I yelled placing my hands on my hips.

"You took a gun to a bitch house !One thing about Aaliyah is if we went through shit she would try to kill me first then you! You did too fuckin much."

"Oh now you comparin me to her...well when her 14 years up you go be with her." I said walking into the bedroom.

"I MIGHT!"Dre yelled walking out the door. I broke down and started crying. If this is my Karma i damn sure learned my lesson.

We moved down to Atlanta and Dre stayed at a hotel for a couple of weeks. We only spoke when he wanted to pick up Cynsere . He didn't have too much to say to me and frankly i didn't give a fuck. I was tired of being mistreated. The day Dre came to pick me up he held two duffle bags in his hand.

"Listen..i was wrong...i fucked up."

"You always fucking up."I said.

"Well i am sorry. I love you girl.

I opened the door and let him in. He put his bags down in the bedroom and took a shower. When he got out we sat down at the table and counted/bagged up the work. He seemed like he had alot on his mind and he didn't say much most of the day. I had alot on my mind too. I was slowly giving up on Dre and he was slowly turning me into the woman i told myself i would never be. I looked at Cynsere and found a reason to stay even if it made me miserable i wanted our son to be happy. I wanted him to have both parents.

"I love you mom, i love you da."Cynsere said hugging us.

"I love you man."Dre smiled kissing him.

"I love you too son."I whispered kissing his forehead. Mommy sacrificing her happiness so you can be happy