Karma 2

Three Months Later

Dre finally moved the fuck out and honestly i was relieved. He made everything that I would do a problem and I was sick of it. I started spending more time at Keon's crib and his daughter Zaniyaa ain't like one bit . Keon and Shamira got back together and she made him promise that he would stop dealing with me. Thing was he didn't. Once i found out i was pregnant the foolin around continued she just didn't know. Timmy was doing better in school and I was glad. Guy had me worried for a second but I knew exactly how he was feeling. Alone. He had no father,no mother, and his aunt gave up on him. All he had was me. I decorate the outside of the mansion for halloween . Dre took the kids to get their halloween outfits. It was a Saturday and my phone began to ring at 2 in the morning. It was Keon.

"Let me come over. I need that pussy in my mouth."Keon said.

"How long do I need to play the fool Keon? Huh...I am tired of this."

"Jania...stop trippin baby forreal come on just give me some time."Keon said.

"Bye Keon."I said, hanging up. I didn't want to be bothered until I had this baby. I barely liked having to co-parent with Dre. Now I got a sneaky parent with Keon. My life was in shambles and there wasn't shit I could do about it.

"Nani!"A voice called walking in the house.

"What?Why are you back at 4 in the morning where my kids are?"I yelled walking down the steps. It wasn't Dre... It was Keon. He was dressed in a white tee and basketball shorts. In his hands he held a bag of food and some flowers.

"Expecting somebody other than me."

"How do you get in my crib?It's 4 in the morning."I said

"Why are you playin Jania? Take this food and get up those steps."He smiled, slapping my ass. We walked up the steps and into my room. He sat down on the bed and took off his timbs. This nigga stayed with fresh clothes and shoes i just knew our child wouldn't want for shit.

"You really don't listen."I said while chewing on food.

"I know what i gotta do..Imma do it Nani. I promise you."He said kissing me.

I began rubbing my stomach. I was 2 months old and our baby was a picky eater. We ate some food and laid down. Keon began sucking on my breast as I stroked his dick. I couldn't wait to put my lips on it. Keon took off my clothes and turned me over on my knees. As he was fucking me from the back i grabbed the sheets .

"God damn daddy."I moaned. Keon slapped my ass laughing and trusted me faster inside of me.  He turned me over and ate me out before sticking his dick back inside of me. I caught contact from his blunt and the room was spinning and the music played as my hands dug deep into his back. He had me hooked and not on any drugs. I've been craving him for a while and I finally got him right where I want him. The rain and thunderstorm made the tree branch knock against the window. I love to fuck when it's raining and this nigga had me wetter than a pool. His phone began to ring and I was getting pissed off. Damn.. I was just about to cum . He reached over and looked at it and rolled his eyes. He put the phone back down and began stroking again. His phone rang a second time.

"Answer it , before I answer it."I said sitting up. He motioned me to be quiet and rolled over and grabbed his phone. He put the phone on speaker and sat at the edge of my bed.

"Hello?"

"POP POP POP." He dropped his phone and there was  a dial tone....what the fuck..

"What the fuck just happened Keon?" I said getting up. Keon froze before picking up the phone.

"Shamira?Shamira!"He yelled. He hung up the phone and called the cops. Keon put on his jacket and I put on my clothes following him to the car. When we got to the mansion there were police officers and  an ambulance in front of the house.

"Stay here."Keon said getting out of the car. He ran up to the stretcher they brought Shamira out and she wasn't breathing. From the car I could see the blood splattered over her body and the stretcher sheets. Keon was freaking out and his kids Brent and Zaniyaa were crying hysterically. Zaniyaa and Brent took a lyft to the hospital . Keon and I drove to the hospital but I waited in the car. After 5 hours Keon came out and he looked exhausted. His eyes were puffy from not getting sleep.

"She's died. She killed herself."Keon said, pulling out of the parking lot and heading back towards my house.

"I don't even know what to say."I whispered.

"Imma call you later. Right now I gotta go be with my kids,"Keon said . I got out of the car and walked into the house. I called up Ana it's been a long time since we last talked and I needed some advice.

"Ana...What should I do? I feel like this is all my fault."I said.

"Forreal, forreal sis...You gotta stop being number 2."She said.

"I know....you would think after Dre i would have learned."I said.

"Welp ya didn't imma be real sis . I think you need to leave Keon alone and get rid of the baby." She said,

"You're right... I'm not even gonna tell him."I said.

I got off the phone with Ana and made my appointment. I felt like shit and I refused to call Keon. Dre brought the kids back home and he kept looking at me. He could tell something was going on. He's been with me for awhile now.

"Why you mean muggin? What's wrong?"

"Nothing."I said. Dre put the kids in their bed and left back out. Inside i was going the fuck off . Everything was just going wrong...My Karma was hitting hard. Days passed and I still haven't heard from Keon. I decided to rid myself of him and blocked his number. On the day of my appointment I said a prayer before walking into the building . Once I was in the room I sat down on the table and waited for the doctor to come . I was still early . She gave me a pill and instructions. I felt dirty as fuck for even coming here. In fact I felt horrible and that I deserved to die and not this child. I walked out of the building and more people were going in. On the drive home an unknown number called me. I answered and felt sick to my stomach so I pulled over and threw up.

"Why did you block my number?"Keon said.

"We're done."I said, hanging up. When I got home I slept all day and didn't feel like talking much. I needed God to get me out of the dark hole that I dug for myself. I was tired of being in this cycle. My phone just kept ringing . Keon was calling me from different numbers. I wound up breaking that phone and getting a new one. That Sunday I took the kids to church. I needed to hear what the lord had to say. It's been years since I've been in a  church and I was feeling defeated.

"Somebody in this church today needs to come back to the lord."The preacher said. I felt like God was speaking to him through me.

"Somebody has been hurting for way too long and god is saying TRUST in ME... not Paul, not Jacob,Not Tony or Michael.. ME..I got your back."The pastor continued. I felt hot tears roll down my cheek. I held onto Cynsere and Sky's hands as the service continued. I needed to heal . From EVERYTHING. Weeks after the abortion I sold the mansion and we moved out of California. I let Dre get Cynsere and Sky for the summer. I haven't talked to Keon since the day of the abortion and frankly didn't see no reason to. I was ready to start over somewhere else. New faces and new beginnings for me and my little family. Timmy was doing alot better and was making honor rolls. I sat next to him and held his hand. I needed him to understand that no matter what he always had me. I thought back about all the things I've done, the people I hurt and the lives I've destroyed and what I faced in return. Karma doesn't miss an address. Never think anything you do will not come back to you.. It came back to me.......To Be Continued.....