EnidEverything feels surreal.
"-id,"
My head is spinning and I can't keep warm.
"Enid?" Maggie's voice finally breaks through. It catches me by surprise a bit and I snap back into reality. I don't say anything, just look up into her green eyes as she sits down besides me.
"You alright?" She asks for probably the fourth or fifth time in the past two hours.
She grabs the blanket off the back of the couch and spreads it over my lap and legs. She then wraps an arm over my shoulder and pulls me against her so I can lay my head on her shoulder.
"I think so," I mumble dully.
She continues rubbing my forearm comfortingly. I really does help, if even a little. I feel safe and calm in her embrace. I feel like a little girl again, in my mother's warm embrace.
"Siddiq and Eugene should be here by the morning. They should be able to fix up the machine to give you an ultrasound. For now, you just have to stay calm and relaxed for the sake of the baby." She explains.
I nod.
That sounds good. I can do that... I can at least try.
The front door opens and in walks Tara, Jesus, and Elijah. They had gone and taken Chrissy's body to dispose of it. They also cleaned up the house before they left, ridding the house of any signs of the brawl.
Maggie stayed here to comfort both me and Hershel who unfortunately came back just in time to see the aftermath.
"It's done now. We couldn't burn her obviously because of the storm but we dumped her far enough away and walkers had gotten to her by the time we left." Jesus assured, stepping into the room.
"Yeah, you definitely don't have to worry about her anymore. Elijah called for a community meeting tomorrow afternoon. Well tell everyone then. It gives us time to figure out who she was and why she was trying to kill you." Tara adds.
I nod, still not able to fully engage, but to let the know that i'm still listening and grateful.
"Thanks." I manage to say.
They all nod, unsure of what to really say.
"Of course. It's what family does." Tara finally speaks up. I offer a phantom of a smile. It's the best I can manage right now, but she still appreciates it because she gives me a small smile and thumbs up.
I feel better with them all here, but I still feel off. I was si scared. I still am. I don't know if my baby will be alright or not. If they're still alive in my stomach right now.
The thought is terrifying. Even if they are dead, they're still too young to turn and hurt me seriously from the inside. If I was a few more months pregnant, it wouldn't be the same case and i'd run a high risk of being torn open from the inside by my own deceased child.
When Maggie radioed for Siddiq and Eugene, she still wanted to respect my wishes of keeping the pregnancy as low key as possible, especially in such a high risk situation. I still don't want Rick and the others to find out yet because I want him to be able to tell them himself, but I especially don't want them to find out like this and worry.
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Fanfiction✭ After Carl saves Alexandria, he realizes that he doesn't know how much time left, but he knows that he doesn't want to waste it. Carl confesses to Enid and they're happy together over the course of their relationship. They discuss their future tog...