143 MPH

and i can't help myself

R U Mine?; arctic monkeys (0:33)

Chan pulled away abruptly, only because he needed air. He was stuck in a trance while his lips were against Changbin's. He's never kissed a man before, definitely not one as attractive as Changbin was, but it just felt so right. If he wasn't going to pass out from the lack of oxygen, he wouldn't have ever wanted to pull away. He was confused and everything was moving so quickly. The crowd that was previously silent around them had started cheering for the racers again. Chan was glad for that, he didn't really enjoy the stares. He met Changbin's gaze for the first time after their impromptu kiss, and Chan immediately felt his ears heat up. He closed his eyes and buried himself in Changbin's neck. That seemed like a good idea at first, but he only became more embarrassed when he felt Changbin's arms snake around his bare waist that was exposed as he was wearing a crop top and had pulled his jeans down to expose his boxers.

"Let's get out of here, babe. I'll explain everything."

Chan just nodded, his face still hidden in the crook of Changbin's neck. Changbin pulled Chan out of the crowd with a tight grip on his arm. Their journey wasn't smooth though, Changbin was constantly stopped by people asking for his number and Instagram. To which he replied to every one of them, "Fuck off, I'm literally holding hands with my boy, cant you see?"
Chan kept his head down the entire time, the entire ordeal making him dizzy.

Finally, after what seemed like ages for Chan, they found themselves back at the warehouse, more specifically the garage Chan and Changbin were at before the race started and they were repairing the bikes.

Changbin led Chan to a torn and tattered couch at the edge of the garage. Changbin sat first but before Chan could do the same, Changbin grabbed his arm and pulled him onto his lap. Chan landed with a short gasp escaping his lips. His previously red ears only become redder. Changbin found Chan incredibly attractive. How could someone so big and strong looking be so adorable?

"I'll do the talking yeah? Firstly, I would like to apologise for kissing you so suddenly like that. We're technically strangers and even if i did ask you for permission, it wasn't right. The reason i did that was because my crazy obsessive ex boyfriend was there."

Chan was listening intently to everything Changbin was saying.

"His name is Kang Dae. We dated for 4 months before his true colours showed. He's obsessive and possessive. So much that i felt like i was trapped. It felt like i was an object to him. I didn't feel like he loved me for me, he just wanted someone to project his insanity to. Me on the other hand, i loved him a lot. So much. But i regret ever letting him into my life."

Changbin's voice was shaky as he opened up to Chan. He never really talked about his feelings. But he felt like he owed Chan an explanation, which was why he didn't skip any details. Chan could tell that this wasn't easy for Changbin to talk about. He lifted his left leg and let it circle around Changbin's waist, essentially straddling him before wrapping his arms around the muscular male.

"Binnie, you dont have to tell me. I know its hard." Chan softly whispered to the male who seemed as though he was going to break down.

"No, i want to tell you. I finally broke up with him but he hasn't stoped obsessing over me. He comes to every race we host and looks for me. When he does find me he just stares at me and follows everywhere I go unless I'm with my friends. As crazy as he is, he's still a fucking coward. Only daring to do anything to me when I'm alone. So i asked you to kiss me just now because he was doing exactly that. He was staring at me as though he wanted to chase me into the woods or something. I thought that maybe if he thinks i have someone new now, he'd leave me alone."

Chan nodded, understanding Changbin's situation completely.

"Is there anything I can do to help? I mean we can pretend to you know, be dating. Then maybe he'll really leave you alone."

Changbin placed his hands on Chan's waist and pulled his away from his neck to make eye contact. Chan gulped under Changbin's intense gaze.

"You wouldn't mind that?" Changbin asked

"Of course not. I'd do anything to help you."

"So will you let me do anything your actual boyfriend would?" Changbin asked again.

"W-what do you mean?" Chan cursed at himself for stuttering.

"I mean..this"
Changbin slipped his hand under Chan's crop top again, this time feeling his abs and moving his hand upwards towards the other males pecks.

"Why aren't you stopping me Chan ?"

Changbin moves his hand to Chan's left peck, grazing his finger over his nipple before taking the sensitive nub between his thumb and pointer finger. A soft whine left Chan's lips, making his cover his face using both his hands. Changbin didn't stop his actions, amused that Chan gave a reaction to every single touch Changbin left on his skin.

"You're okay with this baby?" Changbin asked.
Before Chan could reply, Changbin grabbed his waist and pulled it forward, grinding their lengths together. Another moan escaping Chan's mouth as he felt himself harden in his jeans.

"Binnie, will anyone enter?"

"They might, I didn't lock the gate."
Chan whined at the reply, purposely wiggling his hips to get any kind of friction on his length.

"But it seems to me that you'd like the idea of that." Changbin whispered.