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6 months left, 10th october

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There's a couple passing by, acting all lovey-dovey.

"It's been some time since i was in a relationship", i think to myself.

I don't know if i like boys,
but i definitly like girls. I'm sure of it.

I wouldn't say i had something like a crush, but i did find some of the girls i dated really pretty. I also enjoyed contact with them, and they enjoyed it even more since they all begged to be with me.

My heart never beated for them tho, i never felt my head turn red, never had butterflies in my stomach, i didn't sweat eithe-....

As i enounce every single thing people complain about when they're in love, an horrible thought cross my mind.

A really, really, horrible thought.

..

So horrible that i turn red...

10th october, 10:10 am.