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Today, it's me vs the cafeteria.
Once again, Haejoon is sitting at the same place in the same seat always facing the wall and his antisocial personality.
But this time, as the great friend i am, i'll leave my friends and sit in front of him.
Instant regret but i put this upon myself so i have to girlboss through it.
- Hello~! It's been some time, how have you been ?
He flinches and quickly raises his head.
-..!! Woh, it'ch just you. I'm gwood, whatch aboush you ?
He was probably very, very surprised for someone to talk to him while he's eating to not even swallow the food before answering. That's cute.
- I'm just okay,,,but we do see each other a lot less than before lolol. We should go eat something together...together with Juwan, when we have time.
- Oh. Yeah, sure.
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Man that's so awkward.
- Hey.
- !...what is it ?
- Why did you sit here ?
- Why do you ask ? I shouldn't ? There's no reason in particular.
- That's just weird of you. Plus, since you're in front of me, i feel like i have to strike a conversation or something.
What's with the déjà vu ???
- I never expected you to.
- Your friends are litteraly in the table next to us ! It's awkward if we don't talk. Just ignore me like usual.
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- WHAT ? SINCE WHEN ???
- ? You've been ignoring me and pretty much everyone else every since the cyber cafe thing, even Marie ; you barely replied to her messages.
- I did say my phone was acting up. It's not my fault.
- Yeah okay, but you could still go talk to us during breaks or something. We didn't even know you got a part-time job at a cafe, and that you quit.
I scratch the back of my head in embarassement, i don't really have an excuse for this.
- Yeah, well, i didn't think about mentionning it. It's not like it was some important thing.
- Basically your first time earning money without getting into problems but sure.
? I don't understand a shit he's saying, did he want me to talk to him ?
- What ? Did you want me to talk to you everyday and keep you updated on my every move ?
- Don't twist what i say you crazy bastard...i just meant that it was pretty frustrating seeing you ghost us for like, months, and then come sit at my table as if nothing happened.
- Man it feels like i'm talking to the you from 1 year ago...i just didn't talk for a few months,
This is stressing...
It's not like i COMPLETLY acted like you didn't exist...
Oof, I'm kinda sweating. He just had to look at me straight in the eyes while telling me he wanted us to talk more. I think i looked in every direction possible...i don't want to face him...
Don't you think you're overreacting a bit ?..
I raise my eyes after a short silence and finally look at him.
Damn. He's staring at me.
Damn. I wish i didn't say this.
Damn. What will he think of me now ? It feels like hearing my Thanksgiving self.
sigh...
- Whatever.
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Don't sigh at me like this...
1st November, 12:30 pm.
