My Lily

[40] Baby mama

Lily:

its Christmas in five days and I can't wait, I've spent all my money and time on presents this year, I mean I did have to buy for a lot more.

I've bought gifts for, my parents, Nathan, Zoe, Nathans mom and his grandmother, Olivia, Gabi, Athena, Eli, Milo, Ace and for my aunts and uncles and some of my younger cousins, that includes Maddie and Kacy.

I also bough flowers for abuela.

We're celebrating Christmas at Kacy and Maddie's place this year. Kacy got a new boyfriend and Maddie broke up with hers.

Aunt DeeDee arranged a family planning call this weekend and it was chaos. Everyone is coming so it's going to be even more people than there was at aunt DeeDee's birthday party. Though I'm exited I'm scared, the older cousins always bring their boyfriends and that means Nathan, his mom and sister are all invited. If they want to come of course.

I haven't asked him yet, I've mentioned it to Lauren, and she said they'd love to come, but I haven't officially asked Nathan yet.

I'm planning on asking him today, for when we've planned to hang out tonight. What if he doesn't want to go, oh my.

My thoughts get interrupted by a knock on the door, Nathan. How lovely.

"Hi" I say as he walks through the door, he raises a brow and proceeds to take of his shoes.

"Hi, love" he says unsure,

"what" I question a little harsh, I'm nervous.

"You okay"

"Why wouldn't I be" I'm the one who raises a brow now,

"you're picking the skin around your nail, you haven't done that since we met" how cute, he remembered.

"Oh yeah, I just wanted to ask you something" I smile, and I try to control my breath.

What is wrong with me, he's my boyfriend. I shouldn't be nervous to ask him this. I mean we have only been dating for a few months, maybe it's too early. The last few months has been the best of my life though, well except for loosing abuela of course.

"Do you want to celebrate Christmas with my family" the words fly out of my mouth and even Nathan seems a bit taken back.

"Zoe and Lauren are invited as well" I point out, so it doesn't seem like I'm stealing him from his family.

He takes a step forward, his hands go to my cheeks, and he pulls me in for a kiss. The kiss is gentle, loving, and sweet.

"I'd love to" he smiles before kissing me once again, his hands are cold since he's just been outside and its now that warm, it's not snowing either.

"Great, we're leaving tomorrow" I laugh,

"Great timing, love" he smirks before picking me up.

"I know, right" I giggle as he closes the door to my bedroom, my parents are out.

He's really strong, I mean he throws me around like I'm a feather, I mean I do weigh a bit, he is gentle though like im something he can't touch without breaking. I feel safe and happy around him.

I'm happy I have him now and for the fact I won't have to go through a heartbreak to find him.

"you're so beautiful" his fingers run down the side of my stomach, over my ribs.

Nathan:

I love every inch of her, I run my fingers down the side of her stomach, and I can feel the ribs through her stomach. I kiss her collar bone, it breaks my heart that she can't see herself the way I see her.