I'll Be Better For You [Montyx Sun/Moon]

Chapter 9 Confronting feeling's

After a few hours of work, the alligator sat whit their friends, they drank what must have been the second coffee of the morning, before starting his lunch

Roxy: Jesus, you look like a wreck.

Monty: You would too, whit all that happened to me.

Chica: I thought you said you were gonna sleep in early yesterday.

Monty: I did, but Moon woke me up.

Roxy: Booty call?

Monty: No! Far from it... Although if either of them would hit me up I'd be down to.

Chica: You have a crush on the daycare attendants?!

Monty: Unfortunately.

Roxy: Why unfortunately?

Monty: They definitely don't want me back. Even if they did, things are so complex whit them.

Chica: They're still stuck inside?

Monty: Yeah... Moon come out but doesn't go grocery shopping, it's too draining, now for Sunny they just took their first step outside the house.... It's complicated. I hope they'll get better.

Roxy: So you can bang them?

Chica: Roxy!- she called out, hitting her girlfriend in the arm.

Monty: I want to be whit them. But I won't. And it's fine... I'll just have to accept I can't have them. It'll hurt less.

Chica: Oh c'mon! Don't loose all hope.

Monty: I'm not. Just accepting reality.

Chica: We'll see... So tomorrow after work are you free for some drinks?

Monty: Oh no I'm gonna be whit Moon, helping them pick a cat.- the girls shared a look.

Roxy: So you're on a date?

Monty: I wouldn't say a date, I'm just helping them out.

Chica: But it sounds like a date.

Monty: Doesn't mean that it is one.

Roxy: Right. It's a date Monty. You're stupid.

Monty: We'll see.

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The girls messing whit him was starting to really impact them. They went to his home, laying down on their bed, staring up at their ceiling. In their headphones the music turned to a more calm one. They laid there, taking a second to breath in and think. Their feet still in the ground. He had to face the truth. They knew they eventually had to do it. They laid for a second.

Monty: Who am I kidding whit this?-they sighed, kicking off their shoes and going a bit up on the bed- I have feelings for them don't I? Roxy and Chica are right... Fucking hell man, you just had to fall for the person you won't ever get. Let's face it, they don't want you, or any relationship for that matter...-they grabbed a pillow, before screaming into it- Stupid! Stupid! STUPID!- they groaned throwing the pillow to the other side of the room- Alright Monty that's enough, you have to calm down.- the alligator let out, deep breathing- Maybe talking to your friends is a good option...- they let out, recalling what they learned in therapy. They put their shoes again, although they knew their friends weren't far.

He sighed, grabbing his keys, going over to the first floor, going to the door to the left of the stairs. They knocked getting an answer soon. Roxy, in her pijamas, her hair up in a ponytail, her makeup off.

Roxy: Hey,what are you doing here?

Monty: I'm getting in a weird headspace over something and I thought I would pass by and talk... Anything really before I do something stupid.- she leaned on the doorframe, before speaking.

Roxy: I honestly thought you'd go to Chica. Why are you coming to me? I'm not very good whit helping out whit emotions.

Monty: You keep it real. I just want that now, cuz I feel like I'm feeding into some sort of delusional.- the girl opened the door, letting the taller in, them going to the living room, a telenovela was on, she entered a bit later, getting the remote and pausing it.

Roxy: So what do you need my wonderful judgement on?

Monty: Is there any chance that me, Moon and Sun get together?- she sat down.

Roxy: Monty you know I was just teasing at lunch right? What I said doesn't mean it will happen.

Monty: Please just tell me what you think .

Roxy: Well, are you into them?

Monty: Yes.- he let out under his breath.

Roxy: If they liked you back then yeah. There's a good chance... Unless there's something you haven't told me about.

Monty: They've gone through some shit whit their ex.

Roxy: Hm... You gotta give them space to heal then... Even for you it's a bit rushed you know? Bonnie almost assaulted that night... Maybe you're projecting how they saved you has some sort of romantic feeling.

Monty: I don't know...

Roxy: Hey just saying all possibilities here. But there's only one way to know how things will go. Tell them. They're the only people that be real whit you and tell you things exactly how they're gonna be.

Monty: What if it destroys our friendship?

Roxy: C'mon it's the daycare attendants. They aren't like that.

Monty: Are you sure?

Roxy: I'm not. Monty you can't be sure of everything before you act.

Monty: You're right....

Roxy: Have you ate yet?

Monty: Not really.

Roxy: C'mon, I'll fix you something.- the keytarist suggested, the younger following them into the kitchen. Once there their attention was more on their phone, has someone texted him.

They opened their messages, seeing something sent by the daycare attendant, which on being unclear. It read "Sorry about last night" Monty sighed, before texting back.

Monty: There's no reason to apologize. You did nothing wrong.

A few minutes gone by, the older typing, deleting then typing again an answer. This uneasiness made ir clear to the alligator that he most likely were speaking to Sun, rather then Moon.

Sun: I put all that onto you specially in a working night.

Monty: Sunny, it's fine.

Sun: It isn't. You've done so much good to me and I just inconvenience you.

Monty: You don't inconvenience me.

Sun: You're lying.

Monty: Sunny, I care about you and honestly all I think about yesterday is how glad I am that you trust me so much.

Sun: Yet you don't trust me.

Monty: I do. You know about that night whit Bonnie.

Sun: Moon was there, not me.

Monty: But only you can get how scared I was.

Sun: Right.
I guess that we have in common.
How are you dealing whit it?

Monty: I mean, I'm anxious about seeing him on the street, but it's fine.

Sun: I wish I could help you. Say how you can deal whit it. But I haven't gotten there.

Monty: Sunny, I'm fine. Just work on yourself.

Sun: I'm trying. Only yesterday I actually spoke about it... I'm not gonna be ready to leave the house soon at this rate, right?

Monty: I don't know.

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