I'll Be Better For You [Montyx Sun/Moon]

Chapter 26 About last night

Cw: bulimia
Sun woke up in their bed, slightly confused. They swear they had laid on their partner's bed. He sat down, his sweater neatly folded and put at the end of the bed. They looked at their arms, the wounds seamed cleaner then before. Even if their boyfriend had moved them in their sleep and cleaned his wounds, Sun thought of this has sweet. They reached to their phone, seeing a message from the older, telling them exactly what happened and wishing them a good day. A smile formed in their face and they laid down again, staring at the ceiling.

Sun: So last night...?

Oh you're bringing up last night?

Sun: Yeah I need to talk to someone. Process my feelings and stuff...

Go ahead.

Sun: I... Is it the right time to be doing this stuff? Isn't it too early?

Sun there's neve a 'right' time. There's a time. Nothing will be perfect and this won't has well, but it's fine.

Sun: Is it too early for him?

Only Monty knows that. Let them figure themselves out. Some people after an assault or on his case, after realizing they were assaulted, people become hyper sexual.

Sun: So messing around might actually help them?

So to speak.

Sun: Mhm... Got it.... I wish I had stayed whit them yesterday you know? But I'm also terrified to have them touch me that way.

Let go of it.

Sun: How?

Well get more confident for once... Also I think it would be nice for you to go exploring their body in a deeper way. It might help... I think you two would benefit of somethings that would definitely soothe last night's kink.

Sun: I don't have a kink.

Yeah, you have two.

Sun: Could you not mock me.

I'm not. Just having a conversation with you that makes me question if you should be out there having sex. It's fine if you have some kinks, you could explore them and know yourself better. Knowing how you'll react to stuff would help you so much.

Sun: You think so?

I know so. I might not ever been raped but I've been an akward virgin before.

Sun: No need being mean about it.

I'm not, just stating facts. You should know the truth.

Sun: Do I come off has that akward?

Eh yeah... But they're kinda two you know. They're versed in a spefic set of things they used to do, but may I remind you that when in come to actual sex he has as much experience as you.

Sun: Right... Is there... Oh fuck how do I put this into words?... Is there something I could do whit them that you know... Please us both?

The way you're going it's actually easier if you ask to explore them?...

Sun: Oh?

Ask them to see it. Might kill the nerves.

Sun:I've seen it?

Not clearly and you certainly haven't messed whit it whitout clothes.

Sun: Yeah but how I go about it? Pull out your dick and let me touch it?- they both laughed at the thing that came out of their mouth.

Not very romantic but yeah next time you two are getting hot and steamy you could try it.

Sun: Don't get me thinking about that.