I'll Be Better For You [Montyx Sun/Moon]

Chapter 10 Date

It was the next day, after work, Monty drove by the apartment, Moon getting in, they were wearing a mustard jacket and a deep blue baggy pants. They sat on the front seat whit Monty, the older felt his anxiety peak. He eventually should say something about their feelings, but now didn't feel like the time.

Moon: Hi!

Monty: Hi.- the smaller replied, begining to drive.

Moon: So today what exactly are we doing?

Monty: We're going to find a cat that's compatible whit you two!

Moon:What does that mean?

Monty: We're gonna be walking around, petting and playing whit different cats.

Moon: Wait really?! That sounds super fun!

Monty: It is... How are you doing darling?- the other's face was slightly flushed hearing the therm of endearing.

Moon: Great... Great... That stuff helped. Thanks for helping calm down... Thanks for being here.

Monty: It's nothing. You helped me too... Besides that's what friends do.

Yeah, friends.

They got to their destination, walking out of the car. They go in, saw many cats, pet them all, occasionally their hands touching, then retrieving to themselves. It was obvious something was going on, the tension was palpable, since the girl that was showing them around thought they were a couple, since it's not really to expect a friend being there for emotional support. After many hours, Moon already got a cat in mind, the said girl told them the senior cat was very in tune whit other's emotions. Then Moon was directed to the site again so, whit a bit more of time, they could chose to adopt them. Felt great not having the pressure to adopt right there and then. Afterwards since it was a nice day they went and got some snacks, before driving to the beach, seating comfortably in the car and looking at the sunset. They were inside since Moon had no current interest in leaving, saying that he had enough outside time. After all they were also self isolating. Whit this all, they sat in a akward silence, none of them wanting to speak but eventually someone did.

Moon: This kinda felt like a date didn't it?- they let out, the other sighing.

Monty: It did... God the girls were right. This does feel like a date...- they lowered their voice, muttering- Specially cuz of the feelings I have for you.- Moon heard it, loud and clear, they didn't know what to do whit the information.

Moon: I'm sorry I made it akward.- the older turned to them, put their hand over the other.

Monty: You didn't! If any of us did it was I! I wanted to help. I overstepped.

Moon: You didn't.

Monty: Then why are we both seating here, awkwardly?- the younger moved their hand away, not looking at them.

Moon: I think I know... We both have something to say just don't know how.

Monty: Right...- they added, moving their hand away, Moon adjusted in their seat.

Moon: Monty, I feel so stupid and angry at myself but I can't put that onto you... I have feelings for you. And after that night you know how conflicting that is to me. I don't want to make a rush decision.

Monty: Moony I... I love you to... I didn't want to say it cuz I thought it was to much.

Moon: It isn't. It really isn't. Just so complicated!- they groaned frustrated, the older looking in their direction, the taller digging his nails in his skin- Last time I've dated, the only time I really dated... Part of me was violently assaulted...- they sighed - I don't know... I don't know what to do. You'd lose all progress whit Sunny too! And I don't want to ruin your friendship.

Monty: I wish it wasn't just a friendship. I'd like to date you both.

Moon: Then you need to start whit them.

Monty: So what now... We made this more akward?

Moon: I mean... There's a way out of it.

Monty: I'm all ears.

Moon: It's the term boyfriend that makes Sunny anxious... We technically could be together... Well not together together... Friends whit benefits? Exclusive? Whatever you want to name it... We could act like we're together without being.- they sighed, the alligator's hand meeting the other's.

Monty: What would that mean?

Moon: Well... I'd be whit you, we could kiss... Make out... Maybe take things further. We could be together... But just without the term dating.

Monty: Are we exclusive?

Moon: Unless you go ahead and start dating Sunny too, yes.- they said finally looking at the other.

Monty: I like that.- they said smiling, the younger smiling too, a bit embarrassed.

Moon: Don't expect much tho... If sunny is awake they'd die if they saw what I'm willing to do with you.- the alligator smirked, before teasing.

Monty: What type of stuff?

Moon: It's either show or tell. Your pick.- they teased back immediately the other has the response formed.

Monty: I'm more of a show type of person.

Moon: Then you're in for a treat.- the daycare attendant let out, their hands in the other's left thigh, their faces dangerously close.

They kissed, it was a sweet and mellow, almost if a trap, no matter how long time went on, how desperately they needed to breath, they couldn't pull away. Moon slowly moved over, so they sat on the older's lap, moving away for a few seconds, both taking deep breaths before closing the gap again, this time kissing whit tounge, Moon taking charge, the bassists let them explore every inch of their mouth. It was an understatement to say things were heating up in the car. So much so, Moon unzipped their jacket, taking it off and throwing it to the side, being now in a black tank top. The older felt them move around, they pulled away trying to get a peak, it was hard to tell how their body was. The daycare attendant knew what he was doing, covering their eyes.

Moon: Don't look.- they said before kissing them again.

The younger didn't want to admit it, but they had grown to hate and resent their body. The past month had taken a tool on their self image. Monty respected their wish, although they gripped their waist to pull them closer, Moon was surprised by it, but they accepted it. It was nice. Then they pulled away, deep breathing.

Monty: I love you so much, darling.

Moon: I love you too.- they let out before kissing them again, then moving back to their seat.

Monty: Why don't you want me to see you whitout the jacket? I could feel you were wearing something under it.- the older asked, not looking at them, just seeing the sea, that shimmered in diffent shades of orange, has the sun was almost down.

Moon: I'm not really confident in it... Not anymore. Bettewen all that mess it got really fucked up... By us not has much by him... I guess I'm just not used to seeing myself and I don't know. I feel like you seeing me with more tight clothes and whit my arms out... I guess I just think you'd see me has disgusting and that would turn you off.- they admitted, has they put their jacket back on.

Monty: I'd never think of you like that.- they sighed before continuing- But it's fine if you don't feel like exposing yourself that much....- they said putting their hand over theirs.

Moon: Thanks for understanding.-the you get let out, tighting the grip around their hand.

It felt nice, even if their hands were very cold.

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Much love!!

-MissevilXD