I'll Be Better For You [Montyx Sun/Moon]

Chapter 11 Hugs

It was another day, afterwork, he have a ride to the girls back to the apartment complex, they spoke during the ride. Mainly about what happened yesterday whit Moon, they were happy things were going well, but asked him that no matter what they would keep working on themselves. Monty was far from being perfect, never would be, but just because he found love again didn't mean they should skip therapy. They were aware of that. So when they went back home, instead of passing by the daycare attendants house to chat more and help them like they asked, they asked for an hour to themselves. That they might help them later. Today's session was online. They had went back to only seeing their therapist once every two weeks, which was going completely fine until the Bonnie incedent. They spoke about it, it was a bit hard, but he was able to. After the hour was done, they laid down, seeing the time then a text by Sun, asking if they were coming by today. The other replied, before going upstairs whit food for both. Then he knocked on the door, seeing Sun, they smiled.

Monty: Hey, I brought you some food! I thought we could have dinner together... If you want to.

Sun: Depends, what did you make?- they asked, door open, them against the doorframe. They seamed more comfortable whit them. Maybe it was because of opening up, maybe it was just because, either way, Monty was very happy about it.

Monty: It's curry! Beef curry.- their eyes seamed to light up has it they turned into stars.

Sun: Oh! I love it!!- they said, jumping around, Monty never saw them so excited before- Come in!!- they asked, going over to the kitchen, the older followed, closing the door.

Monty: Any reason why you're so happy?

Sun: Cuz you brought one of my favorite foods!- they said, seating down in the kitchen counter- Also Moony has been very happy! I guess it affected my mood too.- the younger continuing, the alligator handing them the food- I wish they would tell me why tho.

Monty: I know, but since they didn't told you, I won't.

Sun: Oh, then just a question, is it something bad? Did they did something ilegal or something?

Monty: They didn't. It's perfectly legal and ok.

Sun: Good... I don't want them to get us in trouble.

Monty: I can understand that... Have you two decided which cat to adopt?

Sun: Yeah actually... Moon was going to ask you to help us get them in a few days... Since it'd be easier, after all you have a car.

Monty: I can do it, has long has its afterwork... You have any idea when will you go back?

Sun: When I'm able to leave the house by myself.

Monty: Makes sense... How are you doing?

Sun: I'm fine... I feel like a weight lift off my shoulders when we talked... How you didn't blame me for what happened...- they took a deep breath - How I told you and things are fine.

Monty: I would never blame you. He decided to rape you. Nothing you could've done would make it not happen.

Sun: That kinda makes me feel helpless.

Monty: Sorry, I meant in more of a way, that it's not your fault. It really isn't... You know after that it made sense why you get away from my touch. It's a control issue. You figure that if I don't touch you, I won't hurt you like they did, when in reality, I won't hurt you, specially like that, because I'm a decent human being. And I know me saying this won't save you from the anxiety you feel around other people, but I guess I wanted to tell you so you know it.

Sun: Thanks Monty... Besides it's not just that.- they sighed- I'm afraid you'll notice what me and Moon have done whit this body to cope.

Monty: Moon?

Sun: Yeah... I'm not the only whit issues...

Monty: That's not what they implied.

Sun: It's easier for them to sweep it under the rug. I don't think they're ready to admit something's wrong whit what they're doing.

Monty: What are they doing?

Sun: You'll figure soon enough... Can't say tho.

Monty: I understand... If things ever get to much, either be whit you or Moony, I'm here.- they let it out, putting their empty bowl next to Sun, moving their hand over to the other's.

Sun: Right...- they said, also putting down their bowl, then holding the older's hand whit both of his- Thanks for being here for me. Thanks for helping me out whit everything. I appreciate it.- they let out, getting off the counter.

Monty: You helped me too. I'm just thankful to have you.- the other took a deep breath before going in, opening his arms and hugging them. Monty was taken back, putting their arms away from from the other's body.

Sun: hug back you idiot.- they manage to mutter, to be honest this whole thing filled them to anxiety yet also excitement. Monty hugged back, feeling the others really skinny and delicate body. It felt like if they hugged any tighter they would break- Ok that's enough.- they said, slipping away, the alligator letting them go, the younger taking deep breaths- Ok, ok. I did it! It wasn't bad. I'm fine. I'm ok. This was fine.- they told themselves to help calm down the nerves, the other stood there, giving them time- Oh sorry about that.

Monty: No, no it's fine. I can tell that was a lot.- the younger chuckled.

Sun: Yeah... But I missed being hugged.- they let out, clearly wanting to go for seconds but stopping themselves- You won't hurt me will you?... I know Moon said you wouldn't but, I don't know if I trust their judgement much after all that happened... I want to hear you say it.

Monty: I'll do my best to not hurt you. I can't tell you I won't hurt you, I don't know what will happen if I spiral again. I can promise you that I won't ever lay a finger on you if you do not wish. Be it any way.- the daycare attendant sighed.

Sun: Honestly that feels more real and sincere then the "I promise to never hurt you" people say... Thanks...

Monty: Well it is. Sunny I have a lot of issues, specially after Bonnie. I wasn't a great person... Barely any good. But I'm working on it.

Sun: Is it weird that hearing you say that fills me whit anxiety and comfort?

Monty: That's a weird mix, but hey I'm not judging.

Sun: Thanks...

Monty: I'm exhausted tho, I think I'll go, I do have to work tomorrow.

Sun: Bye.- they said before akwardly hugging them again. After a few seconds the alligator went back to their house, slumbering to their bed and just laying there, completely knocked out.

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-MissevilXD