I'll Be Better For You [Montyx Sun/Moon]

Chapter 30 Beach day

Sun woke up, very tired, they could feel they didn't had enough sleep. The blanket laid on their lap. They rubbed theirs eyes, before stretching their arms. They looked around, noticing they were topless, seeing their boyfriend laying besides them. He looked under the covers, seeing that he and his partner were completely naked. He blushed, his anxiety becoming a lot to bare, they took some deep breaths, before getting up and taking the anxiety meds he managed to remember to pack. They took them, before laying back down. He was away from Monty, trying to relax, reminding themselves that the other had seen their body naked in numerous of times, still they couldn't shake off how they felt being naked around them for the first time. He turned around, a lot, before deciding to go closer to Monty, who pulled them even closer, the younger's heart rate increased. He calmed themselves down, knowing the other was still sleeping, he looked at the smaller's skin, moving his hand up a bit, touching their neck and shoulder, before laying one, then two kisses on their neck, Monty letting a groan has they woke up, Sun got anxious, stopping.

Monty: Hmmmm don't stop...- he let out whit their eyes still closed.

Sun: Are you sure?

Monty: Mhm... It feels nice to be woken up like this....

Sun: I wish I wasn't naked doing this but...- they let out kissing their neck again.

Monty: You can get dressed... My eyes are still closed...

Sun: I-I'm kinda doing something similar to exposure therapy whit this... But yeah keep your eyes closed please.

Monty: Of course... Weird you being so calm.

Sun: I took my meds.

Monty: Oh?... I've hear Moon mention you having meds but never I don't think I've ever heard about you taking them.

Sun: It's not all the meds I'm supposed to be on. But yeah I remembered to take the anxiety meds.

Monty: What are the other meds?

Sun: I used to be on mood stabilizers.

Monty: Why?

Sun: I don't know. It was during the time I was hospitalized... I think they missinterperted my needs.

Monty: Mhm... You should probably go to therapy, since of the depression and... Moon's thing.

Sun: Yeah... I don't know if that will get us hospitalized tho.

Monty: Well are you suicidal?

Sun: No but we're harming ourselves.

Monty: That's hard... If you start by that they may hospitalize you... I can only say from personal experience, but it really is a last resort thing.

Sun: I know... Still scary you know?

Monty: Yeah.... Sorry for getting so deep at however the fuck hours is it.

Sun: It's fine... You care.- they said before kissing the other's neck again- I love you.- he added before kissing them again- I should probably stop...

Monty: Don't... You feel so nice....

Sun: You're very neddy... Is it because of last night?...- he asked tracing their fingers on the other's arm- Moon didn't hurt you did they?

Monty: No, they didn't... I guess I just... I never woke up next to someone who actually gives a fuck... Feels nice to cuddle.

Sun: It really does...- they let out digging their face on Monty's neck. They stayed there for a minute, enjoying it. Then there was a knock on the door.

Roxy: Wake the fuck up! We going in the beach.

Monty: Give us a minute.- he said, then they heard the steps on the opposite direction of the door- Wanna get dressed first?