I'll Be Better For You [Montyx Sun/Moon]

Chapter 18 Morning after

It was morning, Monty woke up in bed whit Sun, thanks to the blinds being open. They were cuddling, Sun on top of them, the smaller's arm around their waist. It felt nice to be held, specially because the daycare attendant felt in full control has the other was sleeping. They heard the older's heart beat, it comforted them. That's when Monty moved away their arm, being worried they would trigger their beloved crush, Suns face going red.

Sun: M-morning.- they said moving away from there to avoid any suspicion.

Monty: Good morning... Sorry for that... I didn't make you uncomfortable did I?

Sun: No...you never do.- they muttered the last part, just enough so it went right through them- So... I... What happened last night?- they asked seating up, picking the skin of their fingers, although they tried to not do that damage.

Monty: Oh...- they let out, seating up has well and looking at them- Are you sure you wanna know? It was sexual stuff.

Sun: I-I'm not an innocent child, I can handle it... I just... It would help me a lot to understand what happened. I don't know if Moon will tell me. I just need to know what happened whit my body... And if I have to astablish some boundaries whit Moon.

Monty: Nothing happened whit you. I only touched them over clothes, expect your chest, that was under... They did most of the things to me... They were very admit about it, not wanting anything they did to trigger you.

Sun: Right...- they sighed of relief, before scratching their arm, finally realizing how they were with out their jacket.

Monty: So, while you're here, want me to redo those bandages? Have breakfast?

Sun: I-if it doesn't take to much.

Monty: It won't. Go into the living room, watch something, I'll meet you there.

The younger did, Monty got some clean clothes, before asking the other what they wanted to eat. Sun didn't gave much of an answer, so they decided to do some pancakes. They went back to the living room, handing the other their food, then going to the bathroom and grabbing the first aid kit they kept around.

Sun: This is really good!- they let out whit a smile.

Monty: I'm glad you like it...- they said before grabbing the scissors on that they had set on the coffee table, the younger putting down their plate down. Monty gently cut the bandages, they looked at the others wounds, before grabbing cotton and bit of hydrogen peroxide- They look better.- they let out gently cleaning the gashes.

Sun: They're a mess... I'm a mess.

Monty: You aren't. Trust me, I know how hard it's to get clean... Of course that smoking isn't the same has self harming but I know it's messy and it isn't a straight rode. It's hard and complicated. But it doesn't mean that you are a mess. Otherwise... I'd be too.- they said raising their sleeve, reveling in their upper arm a plaster.

Sun: Is that a nicotine patch?...

Monty: Yup. I put it last night before going out... I used to smoke a lot when I went to bars. Huge trigger. But this was enough.- they said starting to wrap the younger's arms whit the bandages.

Sun: I can't find a substitute tho.

Monty:For now... I belive one day you will.

Sun: You give me too much credit.

Monty: I think you give yourself less credit... You're strong Sunny.

Sun: If I'm so strong why I'm not going to work yet? Why don't I move on whit my life?

Monty: Because you don't wanna rush stuff. You have to take things easy ok?

Sun: Right... Thanks Monty.- they let out, moving away their already wrapped arms.

Monty: It's nothing... You know it's nice to see you not panicking when you're outside your apartment.- they let out smiling.

Sun: Oh... You're right... I guess you help me calm down.- they let out, going red when they caught up to what they had said, the other smiled- I-I should go.- they let out getting up.

Monty: Of course.- they said picking up the other's plate, leaving the living room whit them, going to the door whit them. Sun turned, hugging the other tightly,the older hugging back whit one of their free arm- See ya sun.- the younger let go before speaking again.

Sun: Bye.

They walked back home, when they got inside they let out a sigh, prepared to hear Moon go on and on.

Why did you pretend you didn't watch last night?

Sun: I didn't wanted to make it awkward! Besides I wanna see if they were gonna tell me the truth.- they said walking into their living room, turning on the tv and zoning out in the couch.

Testing them?

Sun: Yeah... I wanted to make sure they were a good person...

So?

Sun: They are.

Why were you testing them Sunny? Wanna admit to anything?

Sun: Nothing.

Really?... Are you sure it isn't because you like them?

Sun: I don't.

Hm... Alright. If you say so. By the way, I made sure to get the girls numbers. They're super nice!

Sun: Speaking of which.- they said looking at their phone, noticing the notification.

Chica: Hey, just wanted to say since we didn't got the chance, we loved hanging out whit you! If you ever need someone to talk, or want to go out, we're here.
Chica: Oh and I'd love to see Sun again, whenever they're ready to.

Sun: She's has nice has I remembered.

Did you know she's goth?

Sun: Not really, but you know what? Doesn't surprise me much.

So what now?

Sun: Well, I'm gonna do what I did all of the other days.

Right... Did you listen to Monty talking about you how you should try and mess around?

Sun: Y-yeah... Not gonna lie that is... Intimidating... I'm not sure if I can mess whit it all...

You go has far has you want Sun. That's the beauty of it.

Sun:Right.

End chapter.