I Ship My Rival x Me

CHAPTER 32

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Gu Yiliang looked very obedient when he slept. Oh my god, how could this person be so good-looking? He was so good-looking that if a prince came riding by on a horse, even the horse would not be able to drag its hooves away.

His eyelashes were thick, his nose straight, and his lips plump. In other words, his features were bright and clear. With a pair of strong brows that were either trimmed or innate, they gave him a righteous air as he slept, the aura enveloping his whole body.

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Why was my observation so thorough?

Because I happened to be holding up a light and was examining him with it.

With tightly creased brows, I borrowed the light from the screen of my handphone to study Gu Yiliang. Every few seconds, I would sigh faintly like an old mother sewing clothes for her child at night by the light of a candle.

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It was already three in the morning. Yet my heart was unable to calm down, and waves kept crashing over and over again in my head.

As for Gu Yiliang, after he gave me a kiss out of the blue, without even waiting for the scrolling comments in my heart to finish, he had fallen asleep at ease within a second. He had completely not given me any chance to react at all.

This behaviour... How should I say it? It really, truly was Gu Yiliang.

Truly deserving of a beating.

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Fucking hell, my hand — slowly raised up, then gently fell down.

In the end, it was my fault.

I should not have abused such weapons of magic.

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Then, how else could I explain it? Now, my heart was with him, and my body was in his bed. Yet, he could still sleep so easily and peacefully under his blanket. It could not be because after feeling conflicted over it for the entire night, he then finally decided to give me a goodnight kiss, and so managed to sleep so well now that his burden over it was lifted.

Or was it that he was trying to use me as a subject to experience being what a father was like?

I dared not wake him up to clarify it with him, I was afraid that he would want to exchange pointers with me throughout the night.

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In my heart, I signed a contract with myself to never use black magic as the first response again. Looking at Gu Yiliang's face which was perfectly compatible with my aesthetic standards, a small wave of guilt gradually swelled up within me.

Not only did I secretly ship our CP behind his back, shipping myself bent, happily revelling in all his good as well as his flirtations, but I also dragged him down with me in a moment of anger.

What if he wakes up tomorrow and feels regretful over his actions tonight, then deliberately distances himself from me, and posts an announcement to clarify our relationship, causing the Niangzi ship to sink? What am I going to do?!

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Whimper.

Then, wouldn't I longer have any fluff to enjoy, anyone to flirt with, anyone to treat me well, anyone to play computer games with me anymore—

This goodnight kiss imbued with fatherly emotions could not be the last piece of fluff for me to enjoy, right?!

I felt tortured, I wailed my misery to the skies, and I carefully counted his three thousand points of merit.