Jealousy

chapter 9

I open my window for the guys as my tears start to get to hard to keep in but I try anyway. They all get up in my room and we say bye to Spencer. I climb myself into bed not even wanting to take a shower or anything.

"Rue? You okay?" Enzo ask. I snuggle into my pillow and nod my head. "You sure?" Owen ask. "I'm fine!" I shout at them. The room goes quite and I finally get the strength to pull myself out the bed. I take out some PJs and my towel then I walk into the bathroom. Enzo and Owen don't ask me anything or say anything.

As the hot water ran down my body, burning it I think about all the events that happened today. It finally hits me that Matt and Zoey were there so they wouldn't get caught. The tears I had in my eyes for the longest finally fall and now the shower water isn't the only thing rolling down my cheeks.

I sniffle and wipe a tear away. I lay my back on the back of the shower and slum down on the floor. I take my knees up and pull them to my chest. I lay my head on my knees and the water hits my head.

It feels so good. The hot burning water running down in my hair to the front and sides of my face. Cheating..really? My mind flows back to my nom and dad. Who's the bitch he cheated on my mom with?! I just got cheated on to. Like mother like daughter. I snicker at my statement and stand up. I stretch and think, If I'm gonna be sad it's going to be something that really matters. Not Matt. Not my parents. So theres no need to be sad. I smile and finish up my shower.

I get dressed in the bathroom and walk out to see Owen already sleeping on my desk chair and Enzo on my bed scrolling on his phone. I close my bathroom door and Enzo looks up at me. He smiles. "How was your shower?" He ask quietly. "It felt really good actually." I tell him sitting on the bed next to him. I pull the covers over me and lay my head on his shoulder. "You ever get tired of this?" I ask him.

"Of what?" He ask.

"Of you holding me all the time. And I mean literally and figuratively." I explain.

He stays quiet for a second and I lift my head up to see his face. "No...If I had to hold you in any way I'd hold you in every way and never let go." He says. His eyes soften and a small smile rises. My heat beats faster and my palms get sweaty.

Enzo has always had this effect on me.Sometimes he doesn't even try and I just can't help but admire him. He makes my heart feel things they usually don't feel and my stomach wouldn't have butterflies but would have a whole zoo and my palms would be clammy from the nerves and not to mention how red I get by just a single touch from him. I don't know if I love him but if someone were to ask me what is love I'd say him and me because he is the closest thing I've felt to love.

I look away to hide my smile. "Whatever." I mutter. He laughs softly and pulls me into his arms. We lay all the way down and he pulls the covers over us then spoons me. I hold his hand while he holds my waist. I snuggle into his warmth and relax myself.

Enzo is my home. He makes me feel loved. He makes me feel cared for. Most of all he makes me feel safe. I'm in peace with him. Theres no greater feeling then this.

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I slightly open my eyes and realize somethings holding me. Matt..I quickly take his hands off of me and jump off the bed. I take my bat that's sitting in between the space of my bed and bathroom door. I put it up ready to hit. I turn to the bed to see Enzo. "It's just me,princess." He says with his hands up in defense. I sigh and put the bat back to its rightful place. I sit back on the bed facing the bathroom door and put my hand up to my face.

Enzo moves closer to me and puts his face nexts to my thighs. "You okay, mamas?" He asks. "Yeah I'm- That's a new one." I say noticing the nickname. "What?" He ask playing dumb. "The nickname,stupid." I say. "Oh." He moves up to a sitting position and sits next to me. He takes my hand in his. "As long as I'm here Matt can't even come near you." He says. I smile at him and we make eye contact.

"I hate straight people." Owen says scaring us both. We turn to him and he looks at us with a unamused face. "Seriously." He says. I roll
my eyes. Enzo gets up and moves to the other side of the room with Owen.I fall back down in my bed not wanting to do whatever adventure they have planned for me. I know I told myself not to be sad but his voice and the feeling of his skin touching mine fills my head.

I sit back up and rub my hands together. His hands..I take my hand and place it on my lips. His lips..I move my hand place above my clit. Tears start to fall. Why? Why can I still feel him? I move my hand to my face and wipe my tears. Before I could get all of them Enzo lifts my head up. I look into his eyes. His dark, sparkling, mysterious eyes. He smiles.

"Your too pretty to cry over a man who simply isn't worth crying about." He tells me. I smile slightly and he moves his hand to my cheek. I take my hand and hold his wrist. I slid my cheek deeper into his hand and close my eyes. I sigh happily. "Thank you." I whisper to him. He kisses my forehead and I open my eyes to see his beautiful smile and beautiful eyes.

He takes his hand back and I get up. "What are we doing today?" I ask Owen. "Well this is our resting day." He tells me. "Really?" I ask surprise they don't have anything planned. "Yeah and its great timing considering what happened yesterday." Owen says. "Yeah.." I say quietly. "Oh shit. I'm sorry." Owen apologizes.

"It's fine..I'm fine." I tell him but it's more to myself then him. I feel Enzos hand on my back and it startled me at first but I could never forget how Enzos touch is in a good way. I could never forget his voice,his smile,his eyes,his hands,his face, I can't forget him.

"So what do we do on rest day?" I ask Owen. "We just rest. Well you rest while we make you food and stuff."

"So you guys are like my servants? Slaves? I guess the times have changed." I joke. Enzo laughs but Owen looks at me with an unamused face. I smirk at him and be rolls his eyes.

"Your parents just left by the way. Your mom was acting a bit weird when she came in tell me she was leaving." Owen says. "Probably cause shes hiding something." I say crossing my arms.

"What do you mean?" Enzo ask.

"My dad cheated and my mom knows but they haven't told me." I say like its the must normal thing in the world. Owen and Enzo look at me with a surprise look. "I found out yesterday night while I was on my way to open my window." I tell them. They nod and decide not to push further.

"Does rest day have any smoke involved in? Cause I want to smoke my brains out right now." I say. Enzo smirks. "Spencer dropped some off just for you, princess." He says handing me the stuff. I smile. "He's the best boyfriend of Owens ever." I say. "Spencer is kind of nice." Owen blushes. Enzo rolls his eyes.

I still can't believe my dad cheated. What a dick.