Midnight Messages [wattys2015]

was I over this ?

I felt different this week. I don't know why I just felt different. I felt better.

Surprisingly life was going well for me for once.

Organising prom was a pain but a least I didn't have to worry about going with him anymore !

I was stressed because of our exams approaching us.

So that wasn't nice but for some reason I was happy.

Generally happy.

I didn't have to force it anymore.

I could go out and smile in front of any person and it wouldn't be fake.

I felt more complete than I had for a really long time.

It could have been because I didn't need to worry about the midnight messages anymore, but I honestly am not sure.

Although my friends didn't see a change in me, they still called me moody and crazy and sometimes a drama queen.

... Okay always a drama queen forever a drama queen.

I didn't care much about what my friends thought unless they were hurting.

I loved them too much to ignore that.

I think they only though I was being stupid before.

Though I didn't need them to know that myself.

I knew I was stupid.

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