i love you forever (minsung) || complete

ONE 💙

( The picture is Han in this story. 😍😍)

Jisung Pov

I was waiting for my turn to finally go in the studio, and dance the life out of me. If i don't make this, then all my dreams will come crashing down.

My leg was bouncing , and my anxiety was sky rocketing as i was listening to the music from inside the studio come to an end.

it was my turn.

"Han jisung!" One of the judges called out for me. I stood up, and took a deep breath.

"I'm gonna do this, and i'm gonna make it." I whispered to myself. I opened the door, and walked into the room. I made my way to the center of the room, and bowed.

"인사말!" I said, still in the bow position.
(인사말 = Greetings)
"Hello han, It is a pleasure to meet you. I've heard nice things about this boy." He said to me, then turned to his fellow judges.

I smiled, stood up straight, and put my hands behind my back.

"So tell me Jisung, why are you here today?" He asked, grabbing a pen, and clicking it like he was about to write something.

"well there are many reasons." I started.

"I've wanted to be apart of the JYP Dance Force for years now, and have worked very hard to get to the place I am right now. Dance motivates me to keep going , and It gives me a reason to fight for my spot in life. Dancing gives me freedom, and provides me with love Ive always wanted. It was my mother's undying wish before she passed that i'd take my skills to nationals, and grow them into their own personality. I decided when i was 14 that I would do anything to make my mothers and I's dream come true. That's why i'm here today sir." I explained. I hadn't made any of it up, for it was all true. I've always wanted to be a dancer. for me, and my mother.

"I'm sorry for your loss Jisung. I'm sure you'll do great." He said, finishing what he was writing, and looking at me with a warm smile.
I nodded, and smiled back. The judge looked over to the dj, and nodded.

"Positions." He said, leaning back into his chair, watching me get into my beginning stance.

The music began to play, and I slowly started dancing. I had made up this dance by myself, and It took me over three months.

I started moving around the room, dancing to the music. I twist, and turn, and do all sorts of significant moves.

As I was dancing, I felt calm and steady. Dancing was the only thing that took my mind off of things. I was really nervous before, but as soon as I started dancing, my nerves calmed down, and all my doubts went away.

As the music slowly slowed down, I stopped moving, and stood in my ending stance.

the music came to a complete stop, and i could hear the judges whispering.

i counted to three, then stood up straight, and bowed.

"Thank you for watching my dance." I said. It was a manners thing i guess. My appa taught me that.

"Alright jisung, we have a few questions, and then you'll be ready to know if you made it to the higher ups auditions alright? is that okay with you ?" he asked, still having a warm smile on his face. I nodded, and took a seat on the chair the guard had brought to me.

They asked me all sorts of questions, and I answered them all truthfully. Things like what i offered to the team, and what teamwork I would bring to the table. Not any questions i've never been asked before.

time pass...

"Jisung i think it's time we tell you." The judge says, grabbing a paper, and writing something on it.

"here you go Han," he said, putting his pen down, and placing the paper on the table closer to me.

"Congratulations Han Jisung, you made it to the Higher ups Audition. Sign this, and you can be on your way. leave your number on the paper so we can contact you all the information for the audition. " He smiled, offering his pen. My eyes went wide, and my mouth was slightly open.

"Oh, Oh my god, Thank you! Thank you so much !" I said, taking the pen, and signing the paper without hesitation. I smiled a huge smile, and stood up.

"Thank you so much, you will not regret this!" I bowed , and left the room.

Excitement was rushing through my body as I walked to my car.

I got in, and screamed .

"HOLY SHIT I GOT IN. HOLY FUCKING SHIT I ACTUALLY DID IT!" I screamed, on the verge of tears.

I finally made it to the last auditions. I finally did it mama.

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I warmed up some rice and chicken, and sat on my couch. I was eating my dinner in silence, watching tv. I grabbed my phone, and started scrolling through instagram. I came across a post exposing some random kid. I scoffed, and reported it. If there was anything i hated more than anything, it was bullies.

I stuffed the last of my food in my mouth, filling my cheeks, making me look like a squirrel, and turned off the tv. I washed my dishes, and headed to bed. In the morning, I should wake up to a text message from the judges, so i wasted no time, and fell asleep as soon as i settled in.

I dreamt about what was about to happen, and whether i would get in. It was overwhelming, and thoughts just rushed through me mind the whole night. I'm an over thinker, so this is the time my bad thoughts were getting to my head.

I hated it. I hated the fact that i couldn't even drown out these bad thoughts because either way they'd always come back. No matter how hard I tried, I will always think of myself as a clumsy fuck up who just got lucky.

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this is short but idk how to start this story. Jisung will be meeting Minho in the next part so don't worry 😉 Btw, JYP Dance Force is the dance team for the University college Han is trying to get into. If he gets into the Dance team, he gets into the college if that makes sense. Right now he is 19 living in a one bedroom apartment.

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