i love you forever (minsung) || complete

EIGHTEEN

"I think I love you jisung.."

My face drained of blood and my heart started racing. What did he just say?

"Minho..what..?" I couldn't comprehend what was just said. I sat up and looked at minho who's face was almost blank.

"i..love you." minho repeated, sitting up as well. I stared at him then looked down.

"are you sure?"
"jisung why are you asking me this like it's an interview."
"just answer."

minho sounded a bit angry but not a lot.
"yes, i'm sure. I've had the time of my life with you ever since we started dating. Jisung, you have no idea how much i love you."

I looked up and met his eyes.

"minho.."

his eyes turned glossy and he looked at me with nothing but a straight face.

"you.. don't love me back, do you..?" He asked. I stared at him and swallowed my breath. I didn't know what to say, do I love him? Is this all going to fast? what is happening.

Usually I'm vulnerable to love, but this didn't seem like the case. I didn't know if i felt that way about minho. I didn't know if I ever would. I just didn't know.

"minho i-" he got up from the bed and started grabbing his stuff from around the room.

"minho please just sit down, we can talk ab-"
"I'm good."
Minho snapped and put on his shoes. I got up and grabbed his wrist.

"minho, stop. You're overreacting!" I said. He stopped doing what he was doing and froze.

"overreacting..? what do you mean overreacting! I just told you the most important thing you could say to a person and you just stayed quiet! couldn't even say you weren't ready or couldn't even say you didn't feel that way yet. You. stayed. silent." He yelled. I flinched at his loud voice and sighed.

"It's not my fault minho, I didn't know what to say!" I yelled back. He yanked his wrist from my grip and stood up. He got close to my face like he was about to fight me.

"I don't know if I can do this." He said looked to the floor beside me. My heart sank and my eyes got watery.

"what the fuck do you mean, just because I didn't say i love you back?! that's bullshit minho, im allowed to not feel the same way, we've only been together for a month!" I yelled, not getting his gaze back from the ground.

"i'm not saying you HAVE to love me jisung. But for fucks sake instead of making me feel like you don't like me at all at least answer me when I tell you things like that." He said back. I scoffed and sat on the edge of my bed.

"i think you should go." I said staring down at the ground.
"gladly."
Minho sniffled and walked out of the dorm, slamming the door behind him. As soon as I heard his footsteps walk away I burst into a hot mess with warm tears streaming down my cheeks. I couldn't tell if we just broke up or if it was just a stupid fight. I just couldn't handle it right now so I layed down and tried to stop my tears from slowly falling asleep.

Minhos POV

Tears ran down my face and my heart ached. Did we just break up? What was happening...

I walked to my dorm and wiped my eyes and made myself look normal before walking in. Hyunjin and seungmin were on the couch watching tv and eating popcorn under a blanket, but soon paused it to greet me.

"Hey LK, what's up, did you need something?"

"this is my dorm, dipshit."

"oh yeah I forgot." seungmin couldn't help but notice the coldness in my voice. I couldn't contain my anger, so I just didn't hold back.

"are...you okay?" seungmin asked, getting out of his bundle of blanket with hyunjin and walking up to me. I sat on my bed and looked at the floor.

"i'm fine."

Hyunjin scoffed and stood up too.

"We both know that's not true. we can see it on your face. " He crossed his arms and looked down at me.

"why is it your business. It really has nothing to do with you, so if you could just leave me alone?" I said. Hyunjin didn't give up being the friend that he is. I finally gave in and told them everything. I ended up in tears and resting my head on the shoulder of seungmin in a nice needed hug.

"I- i- I just don't know what to do... I really do love him, but he doesn't feel the same.." I explained, my voice cracking from choking upon my own tears.

"Minho it'll be okay. He just wasn't ready to say it, and he was speechless when you had said it. It was probably unexpected since you have only been dating for like a month."
seungmin caressed my hair and softly rubbed my back.

"I know, it's just..." I stopped and pulled away from the hug.

"I think I messed things up. The way he was yelling made me scared. Like I lost him, i've never seen him like that min." I said. My voice cracked and my eyes started to dry up.

"It's okay minho, he doesn't get like that all the time. He was just heated in the moment, don't worry. I guarantee he will come around." Seungmin reassured me. I nodded and sighed.

"I'm just gonna sleep here tonight and go see him in the morning if that's okay with you and hyunjin." I said. Seungmin nodded and so did hyunjin.

"You're always welcome here minho. I mean, it is your dorm so," we laughed. I took a long shower, cried a bit more, and then layed in my bed. I checked my phone to see if jisung had texted, but of course he didn't. I slowly drifted to sleep thinking about him, and thinking about if we broke up or not.

Jisungs POV

I wasn't mad at minho nor upset. I was just confused on what he wanted me to do? And I was confused on what to say when he said i love you. I was speechless and couldn't take it in fast enough. I don't know for sure if I love him back. I just wanted everything to go away and be back to normal.

when I woke up, I opened my eyes to a human figure sitting at the end of my bed at my feet. I sat up which made them turn around and face me. I rubbed my eyes and immediately recognized him. No other than lee minho.

"Goodmorning jisung.." He said. I came to complete reality and sighed.

"what are you doing here minho. I thought you said you didn't want to do this."

"I'm here to fix things baby. please just let me talk."

I nodded and crawled next to him and sat close.

"I need you to know that I am sorry. I am sorry for raising my voice, and i and sorry for saying I loved you. I know you aren't ready for that and I shouldn't have went ahead of myself. I was just feeling it in the moment, and I knew for a fact that it was true. I just want you say, you don't have to love me back. You don't have to love me back ever in fact. Just know that I'll always love you, and it will never change."

I smiled softly. Minho put his hand on mine and took a deep breathe.

"I still want to be with you jisung. When I said I didn't know if i could do this, i was just upset and didn't know what I was saying." He finally said.

I put my hand on his and smiled even bigger.

"thank you minho. I know I will love you back soon, I just need time. If you want to stay together I'll be happy to." I said. He smiled and lowered his head, kissing me passionately on the lips. Feeling his lips on mine after arguing just felt different. It felt nice and safe, like I was being protected by his strong embrace. He pulled away and hugged me tightly.

"let's never fight again, okay?" he laughed. I laughed and nodded.

"agreed."

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heyyyy so this felt rushed but it's okay. I'm running out of ideas lololololololololololololololol but anyway. I'm thinking of making a fanfic about I.N and I need recommendations on what it should be about. OKAY BYE

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