i love you forever (minsung) || complete

TWENTY NINE -- THE END.

minhos POV
sunday morning.

Han left to go get some breakfast, and i sat on the bed with my face in my palms and my head deep in my thoughts . was this the right decision ? i couldnt help but think about how everything could possibly go downhill with me and jisung because of this , and even so , it already has been . he stopped calling me cute names like " my love " or " baby " . if i didn't know any better , i would think that he's about to break up with me , and is just letting me down easy .

when he got back , we ate in silence . it's not that we were angry at eachother , but it's the fact that there's so much to say but nothings coming out . there's not enough time to say anything we both need to . we had the rest of our lives for that until i got offered a job .

"are we even gonna try long distance jisung?" i suddenly asked . he just stayed quiet . the only thing i could hear are his small sobs , and that made me know what my answer was .

"i'm sorry." he said. i just sat there, tears threatening to fall from the frames of my eyes .

"it's okay. it was bound to happen." i replied. he looked up and wiped his tears.

"it was amazing while it lasted." he said with a small smile. i knew this was gonna happen deep down , but shit it still hurts . i love jisung with everything i have , and all that's gone now .

he got up and threw away his trash. he got his shoes on and grabbed his car keys.

"i'll see you later. i'll be here with everyone in the group before you leave, okay?" he said. i just nodded and took another bite of my food.

i held everything in, but as soon as he shut the door behind him, i broke down is heavy sobs and cries. i banged my hands down on the table and stood up.
i just sat on the bed and put my face back into my palms. they were soaked now because of the uncontrollable tears falling from my face. just thinking that all of me and jisungs time together , all the times we've said i love you and all the times i've protected him when he wasn't around ... they've all gone to a waste .

for the next couple hours i just sat there crying , looking at photos of me and jisung , and making sure i had everything packed. this place looked so empty with all my stuff being gone . i was about to shower and get ready to leave until i heard a knock on the door . i walked over and opened it to find seungmin and his soft smile .

"hey LK . how you holding up?" he asked . i sighed and welcomed him in . we sat on the couch together and just talked about everything . we talked about jisung , and we talked about how him i and aren't gonna work out because of the distance . not to mention the time zones.

"did you leave anything at the dorm?" seungmin asked . since we used to be roommates , i still had some stuff over there.

"nope, i got everything." i said. the sadness in my voice was very noticeable , and i hated it.

"you know he loves you right?" seungmin asked. i just looked at him and he rolled his eyes.

"you know i'm not the best at this stuff but, jisung really does feel so much love for you. you moving away may be the reason why you guys can't be together , but trust me you guys will find a way back to eachother again. you just need to follow your dreams, and your hearts will find their way back." he smiled and patted me on my shoulder. i just smiled and wiped the tears off my cheeks.

"thanks min." i said. he got up and gave me a hug.

"i'll see you later with the rest of the group." he said as his farewell. i nodded and waved him goodbye as i watched him walk out of the door and shut it behind him. it hurt to see him walk out knowing that it's the last time i'll be able to see that.