i love you forever (minsung) || complete

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Jisungs POV

I couldn't do it. One thing lead to another, but it all came to a complete stop.

"Angie, stop. We can't." I said, pushing her off of my body. She smiled and grabbed my face.

"But we can Ji." she said softly, kissing me but I pulled away.
"Angie, you're dating felix."
"what does that matter? jisung i've liked you since the day you came to this school. I can't help myself anymore, i want this."
"Angie, i'm sorry but we can't. Im not letting it happen, me and felix are friends! Minho may have hurt me, but that's no excuse to betray a friend."

Her smile faded, and she got off from on top of me. I sat up and scooted away from her.

"I think you should leave." I said, looking down at the floor. She scoffed and got up.
"If you really think minho likes you, you're wrong. He's just gonna leave you like everyone else. Don't say I didn't warn you." she said sternly. I looked up at her and watched her walk out of my dorm slamming the door.

I grabbed my pillow and screamed into it. Why was this having such a big impact on me? Me and minho weren't even exclusive. We hooked up twice and that's it. I can't believe he had a girlfriend the whole time though, it really hurt to think about it. To think about all the stuff we did together while he had a whole girlfriend waiting for him on the side. It didn't sit right with me.

I stood up and checked the time. It was time to get on the bus to get to nationals. Although I was afraid to face minho, this was more important then some lousy conflict. I walked to the dance room where everyone was, but didn't bother to talk to anyone. No one bothered to talk to me either which helped. The instructor led us all to the bus where I sat all the way in the back away from everyone. I couldn't handle human interaction right now, im already exhausted from today.

"hey, you alright? you seemed pretty heated earlier." bangchan stood on his knees on his seat and looked behind him to face me.
I sighed and leaned on my window.

"i'm fine chan, I just need some time to relax." I responded. I smiled at him, and he nodded with a smile back. At least chan didn't provoke me.

I thought about what happened with angie earlier, and i knew that I needed to tell felix. He was really mad at me for putting hands on him earlier, so I hesitated. I didn't know If i should or not, it might make everything worse.

I got out my phone and went to his contact.

I started typing and saw that he was in the conversation. He was watching the three dots bubble as I typed. I overheard him tell minho I was about to text him.

me:
don't let minho see this.

I texted. He looked back at me and saw that I was looking at them. He looked at minho and shrugged. He put his back to the window making minho unable to see. Minho groaned and started nagging him.

Felix watched as I typed.

me:
I've gotta tell you something about angie, felix.

felix:
oh okay, what's up?

me:
she's no good felix.

felix:
wdym?

me:
earlier when we went to the dorm together, something happened.

felix:
don't tell me it's what i'm thinking ji...

me:
we didn't do anything like sex, but she did start kissing me. I kissed her back because I wasn't thinking, and I was hurt. But I stopped her and told her it was wrong. She said she didn't care and that she's liked me since I started going to school here. Im so sorry felix, you didn't deserve that. But she's no good, i don't think you should be with her.