Chapter 9

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Blair Adams

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Blair Adams

- MY FAMILY -

My head hurts

where am i

what's going on

A piercing light shone as i opened my eyes. What happened.
A continuous pounding, repeated echoing though my head like drums being banged.
"She's awake, i need to ask her a few questions without the family to see if she's truly ok then call in her family they will want to see her" someone explained.

My eyes have adjusted to the light and i was met with a small round face smiling at me,
"hello miss adams i'm Dr Hampton, you may be confused with what has happened but due to you being dehydrated and a very small amount of food in you diet for sometime, your body couldn't handle the stress and anxiety you have, that it collapsed. Therefore your with us today, but i would like to ask you some questions that might seem invasive but i'm only trying to help" she said i was to tired to argue.

i nod my head. "you may not have the energy to talk or do anything but i need you to try" i nod again.

"Why have you not been eating as much recently, i have already asked your family but they had no idea that it started again so it must of happened before" she asked politely, maybe i should tell her, she seems ok.

i clear my throat. "I-it started when the everyone stopped talking to me" my voice came out horse and weak but i continued. " it was at my last school, i-i thought it was because i wasn't skinny or pretty enough s-so i stole makeup from my mums room and shops when i went shopping with my mum but it wasn't enough so i cut out as much food as possible without dying and the same with water" she mhmmm. "then what happened was m-my parents found out and they sat me down to have a 'talk' with them" my eyes went cloudy "it wasn't fair why did i-i have to stop eating and they still made fun of me, they took everything from me i-it's not fair i tried to fit in, i changed my clothes, my hair, my whole life yet they still did it, it wasn't just the same person it was everyone" i shut my eyes and it all came flooding back.

The stares in the corridor, the repeated remarks your not good enough, go die in a fucking hole ugly bitch! you should be in a mental hospital, your that crazy maybe even an asylum. The physical abuse in every bathroom i went to, smashing my head against the mirror and then kicking my in the stomach, legs and then leaving me there to bleed out.

"All i wanted to do was end it, end it all i've tried a few times but i always saw my family standing at my gave watching my body being buried. So i stopped, i told my parents everything and they told the school many times but they did nothing about it and it only got worse. Then i stopped going to school. Once my parents found a nice house here and a good school for me to go to we all moved here" Many tears have fallen down my face, i didn't stop them; let those tears be the last ones of that painful memory.

"I'm so sorry for what has happened to you, no-one should have to experience something like that especially not you, your so sweet and ful of life" Dr Hampton answered "what happed when you got here?"

"It was really just a habit and i mostly just kept forgetting or not really wanted to because i finally made friends" i explained, it feels like a weight has been lifting off my chest.

"i understand what has happened, you have experienced a lot of severe bullying from a lot of people and this has scared you to repeat habits that aren't normal. I want you to take medicine every day on a full stomach, they are anti-depression and they are only temporary just so it will be easier to live your life for the next few months. Only take ONE a day if you take more you can become addicted which will lead to drugs which will make your life worse. I will also be assigning you to a therapist you will see once a week as you take your meds, i know this is a lot and is overwhelming but you will get used to it and life will go back to normal, in a good way" she stated explaining everything. She went to get my family.

How will i face them what will they think of me, Riley came running in jumped on my bed a gave my a big hug, her hugs are the best they make the world a better place. My parents came in after and hugged me to then my friends came with flowers and a big basket of grapes I LOVE GRAPES!!

"I'm fine guys don't worry please you didn't have to do this it happened a long time ago and i'm over it the scar has healed" i state to everyone but they don't care they gather around my room and watch me like i'm so piece of art. I feel weak.

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After a while everyone left and it was my family trying to figure out when i can get discharged so we can go home watch tangled and i can sleep in my warm bed.
"They want to keep you overnight to make sure your ok but we will pick you up and take you home tomorrow afternoon which is when you can be discharged ok Winnie ?" my dad asks me, he calls me Winnie after my favourite tv show as a kid but he hasn't done that in a while, weird. My mother hugs me so tight i can't breathe same as Riley and dad joins in the big family hug, then they leave. I'm alone again and i'm so tired, i take a deep breath and close my eyes.

A nock on my door and i open my eyes, it's Grayson what's he doing here. "hey i brought food because hospital food sucks and i needed to tell you something" he asks and then proceeds to sit down on the chair. "what is it you have to tell me" i say as he hands me a homemade omelette how sweet. "well i found out that i'm failing english and history after the game and i need a tutor and even though your new to the school they love how your exceeding in both those subjects and when you come back to school you can tutor me" Grayson explains.

"it looks amazing on report and your so smart i'll do anything you ask just before you say no please! i'll be kicked off the team and i cant have that it's the only thing i'm good at" he pleads .

"fine i'll do it but only if you keep making me this amazing food"

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