Partner In Crime || FreenBecky

Chapter 26

Becky's POV

Freen didn't come visiting me for a week now, I should admit that I was being too much at that time and yes I really regret it right now

I feel bad for saying that to her, after everything she did for me. God I should stop talking when I'm mad

You're stupid Becky

But I didn't know that she really mean it when she said she will stop, I don't know what's happening to me but I think I'm starting to have a soft spot for her, not gonna lie but yes I feel empty without her

Oh my god what's happening to me right now?

Ah this is bad, why am I feeling like this?

Maybe because I feel guilty, yeah that must be the reason thats it. What should I do right now?

I get off from my bed and went downstairs and there I saw my mom cooking the dinner. The house is so quiet now since Richie went back to England and Dad went to work

Usually Freen would came here at this time, maybe thats why I dont feel alone before

"Hi mom"I hugged her and rest my chin on her shoulder

"Hi sweetheart, are you hungry?"She asked turning around to face me

I shake my head, I don't really have the appetite to eat now as I flop into a chair and put my head on the table

"What's wrong Becky? Something bothering you?"My mom asked and I drift my eyes towards her

Damn she always know everything

"Nothing mom"I lied

Yes something really bothering me. Well specifically it's Freen who have been bothering my mind

"You are missing Freen right?"

I choked on my drink after hearing what my mom said as I quickly denied it

"N-No! I'm not"

"Your action says otherwise honey"

I suddenly feel my face heaten up, wait no why would I feel like that? No no I'm definitely not missing her. I just feel guilty for what I did!

Thats all!

"No, I am not! I just...feel guilty"

My mother look at me and give me a sly smile as I quickly look away. Am I being to obvious? wait I'm not actually missing her

Maybe just a little bit

A very little bit

No! I just miss her company and her lame stupid jokes, even though its lame it was kinda funny to be honest

Hold up what nonsense am I talking about?

"Hm really? I know you miss her sweetie, I can see it from your eyes. How about a little visit at her house? I'm sure Freen gonna love it"My mom suggested

My shy ass immediately screaming no

"No mom no, that's embarrassing!"

"Then you gonna wait untill she forgive you without doing anything? Becky what you said that night is cruel you know, Freen must be feeling really hurt by that untill now"

Okay now I'm feeling even more guilty than before, why would I said that to her? now she really took my words seriously

"But mom—"

"Go see her, apologise again for what you did alright?"My mom cut me off before I could speak again

I keep quiet for a while thinking should I really listen to her or not. If I just keep quiet, how long this things between me and Freen will settle down?