I lie awake at night and wonder,
Why do I miss the girl who caused me pain?
The one who left me shattered and torn,
And left me with nothing but memories that remain.
She was rather terrible to me,
A source of constant hurt and strife.
And yet I still long to see,
The one who was once my life.
And it's very hard to explain,
This feeling that I can't shake.
Why do I still feel this pain,
When all they did was make me break?
Maybe it's the memories,
Of the good times that we had.
Or maybe it's the hope that she still sees,
The love that we once had.
But deep down, I know the truth,
That I'm just a victim to my heart.
It's hard to let go of the youth,
And the love that we had from the start.
So I'll keep on missing,
The one who was terrible to me.
Hoping that maybe someday,
I'll find the strength to break free.
