Again, credit to @iEatcupcakes4Lunch
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After you walked away from Luke you had no idea of what to do next. It was really cold outside and that didn't surprise you at all. You hugged your arms together, conserving body heat, you wished you had a coat now.
You looked down at what you were wearing and realized you were only in you pajamas. Nice thinking Y/N.
"Y/N!"
You turned around and saw Luke running in your direction. You didn't have time to run because he already had a firm hold on your elbow.
"Let go of me."
"Never."
You tried yanking your arm away but it was obviously a waste of energy.
"I'm so sorry Y/N...I didn't mean to hurt you."
"Oh so you just accidentally pinned me against a wall and told me how pathetic I am?"
Tears started forming in his eyes again and he dropped to his knees the second time tonight.
"Please forgive me."
"Luke, how can I be assured that you won't hurt me again? You're drunk every night, you go to pubs Instead of hanging out with me, you come home late everyday..and it's just that. I feel like your not the same Luke I fell in love with.. "
"That's why I'm telling you how sorry I am." He sobbed
"Did your sorry solve anything?"
There was a long moment of silence. He was still on the ground, arms wrapped around your waist.
"Look, I won't take back what I did earlier..." you began, "Luke I thought I was strong enough to handle this. To handle you. I thought I could keep up with you, but I can't. I though I could deal with thousands of hate firm your fans everyday, but I couldn't. I just...I can't..." You spoke delicately as you ran your fingers through his tasseld quiff.
"Please don't do this...don't let it end like this..."
"Goodbye Luke."
With all your energy you forcefully removed his arms from around you and got into your car. Tears started to build up when you saw Luke crying in the reir view mirror.
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The day after that night you didn't sleep at all. You just lay awake staring at the blank ceiling. Luckily after what happened, Michael whole heartedly accepted you staying at his apartment. You came to his house, crying, and he immediately helped you.
You kept replaying the incident in your head over and over again. You felt really stupid.
"You okay, love?" Michael asked peeking his head into the guest bedroom.
You nodded your head no.
"Did he cry?"
"Luke?"
"Yeah."
"Uh..yeah he did."
You wondered why Michael asked. But he then mouth a wow in response.
"What?"
"It's just that Luke rarely cries. In fact, I haven't seen him cry in ages. You must be really important it him." Michael concluded with a nod in realization.
"Or maybe he was just guilty..." you retorted
"You know, Y/N, from the way you told me what happened, he really is sorry. I've known Luke for a very long time and he is a genuine person. Maybe a little loud, but he's genuine." He replied with a smile and a slight chuckle at the end.
You nodded
"What I'm saying is that maybe you should forgive him. He was drunk and he didn't know what he was doing, and I know that's no excuse but he apologized, didn't he? That's the important thing..." Michael said. "I know Luke will never forgive me for saying this but do you remember that day you both had an argument at the airport?"
You nodded again.
"He was depressed that day. He said that he was scared. He was scared that you would realize that he doesn't deserve you. He said the cause if his death would be the two of you not being together...I thought it was corny but he was really serious. Serious about you."
"Thank you Michael for saying that...and everything else."
"Anytime babe." He said with a smile plastered on his face.
You got up and hugged Michael, grabbing your phone in the process. You had 112 messages. All fromm Luke. Each message pretty much had the same them or main idea "I'm sorry" or "please forgive me". Michaels phone buzzed and he excused himself to answer it.
You continued reading Luke's messages but didn't have time to finish when Michael rushed into the room shouting your name.
"Y/N we need to go to Luke! Ashton called and said there was noises coming from his room but he won't open it!"
"What?!"
"We need to go!" He repeated.
You and Michael immediately rushed to his car and drove to yours and Luke's shared apartment. Once you got their you practically ran towards the house when you saw the boys.
"Y/N please do something." Calum said, taking his hands in yours.
"Were worried sick." Ashton added
"Don't worry guys." You said. You didn't know who you were trying to reassure, them..or you.
You made your way up to your room, knocking on it twice.
"I SAID LEAVE, ASHTON! I DON'T NEED YOUR BULLSHIT RIGHT NOW!"
You could hear chocked sobs from the other side of the door, wich made you even more nervous.
"Luke? I-its me baby." You soothed
The door slowly opened and you made your way in. The room was a mess. Feathers and broken glass were everywhere. Luke was standing next to the bed, he was a mess to.
Bloodshot eyes, tear-stained shirt, messy hair. But even through all that he still looked amazing.
You sighed heavily and grabbed both of his hands leading him to sit on the bed.
"Luke I am so so sorry. I didn't mean those horrible things I said last night."
"Baby, I'm the one who is suppose to be sorry...I...."
He pushes up your sleeves and examines your bruises, brushing them with his thumbs gently.
"I'm sorry Y/N. I love you so much and I never meant to hurt you. Please forgive md. Torture me, hurt me, do everything. I deserve it. Just please don't leave me. I-"
You cut him off by kissing him. His hands cupped your cheeks and you looped your arms around his neck.
You pulled away and said "I forgive you. But you have to forgive me putting your life on a leash."
"There's nothing to forgive, Y/N. I love you. Forever-"
"And Always"
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