Raven: Its been a crazy fun couple of days that i've been with the boys but theyre on tour and they need to go now, but Harry promised me he would come back to visit before he goes back to th UK, his last stop will be in British Columbia. they're going to get a plane back to Manitoba so they can visit again, but by time that happens it will be my summer break for school. it seems so long away, im going to miss them like crazy, they bring the happiness and fun out of me, i didnt lose my viriginity to Harry, but i still plan on it someday, i can wait for him. he promised he would video call me everynight before he goes to bed, so i can still hear his voice every night, i wish he could stay, i grew feelings for him, i cant believe i fell for him with in 4 days, i cant believe what happened in these past 4 days, its every directioners dream and imm living it, i learned that im the only girl that Harry talks to, and i feel special, now it know he's not just trynna play me,
Liam still flirts with me here and there, so i flirt back because i like him too, but i have stronger feelings towards Harry, i hope this doesnt create any drama between them, but i am still single so i can do it. no one told me that i couldnt, or that they want me to be their girl friend.
once my parents get back from their trip theyre gunna want to know what i did, i think ill just tell them the truth, because if i tell them that 5 international super stars were staying here and they all flirted with me, they wouldnt believe me. so it works out for me. but until the time comes i can just sleep in and go to school when i feel like it, i dont really care much for school. its just stuff that were never going to use in our real life anyways.
Harry kisses me and hugs me good bye, he hugs me very tighly and gets s good hod onto me, i hug him back just as he hugged me, he cuddle my face into his chest taking in the scent of his body wash, i dont want him to leave, i gave the other boys really big hugs to, i gave Liam one like i did to Harry.
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*a week later*
so today is friday i got nothing planned out for the weekend, so i might just ask some friends to sleep over. my parents are going to be back on sunday night, so we can have a bit o fun till then, i've been having so much fun lately, i dont know what it is, i think when the boys came to visit me i've just been so happy, all i can think about it the way Harry was treating me, he's such a lovely guy.
he called me that same night, before he went to bed, he was in Alberta, but tonight i think they're going to LA. he didnt tell where they were going but im sure he'll call me soon before i go to bed, even if i do go to sleep he'll call me and i'll wake up so i can talk to him,
in about 3 months their going to be done the tour and Harry told me he's going to take me out for another date, but until then all i got is my phone, he also keeps on telling me he's going to bring me back with him to the UK, i wouldnt mind but i dont know if my parents would let me, unless i just runaway with him, then once im there i can call my mom to tell her where i am so she knows im okay, i dont really care, i just want to be with Harry he completes my world.
i feel like Harry knows more about me than my best friends do, i told him so much about me, i trust him to keep it as a secret like he told me he would. he told me alot of stuff too, im going to keep my promise, im not going to let soul find out, im not telling anyone, his secrets lay in my heart. where they can be safe.
i want Harry to be mine, i want to be with him, he makes me happy like no one ever did, he has a special charm on him,
Im starting to get tired so i think im going to go to sleep, if he calls me then i'll just easily wake up like usual. but if he doesnt ill text him tomorrow morning, i wish i could've had longer with him, but he had to go because of his tour, but atleast he's coming back to see me after its done, i want to know if he's serious about bringing me to London with him, because if he is then im going to go with him, i dont got anything here i need to do, im sure ill miss some people but my hearts with Harry right now,
