[4] spinning thoughts

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After we had got to Tatums we went to her room, it was silent for the first little while since nobody knew what to say

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After we had got to Tatums we went to her room, it was silent for the first little while since nobody knew what to say. But eventually we began to make small talk and then it turned into just laughing at the things that happened today.

Well not the part where Sidney was attacked. I thought it was hilarious, but the two other girls? Not so much.

"I mean I loved it, i'll send you
three a copy. Bam! Bitch went down. Don't forget to add that in your book." Tatum laughed, "Bam! El, super bitch!" Tatum added.

"That was so cool. Thanks again El." Sidney said, "Anytime. I'm honestly looking for any excuse to punch that bitch in the face again." I stated and they laughed.

"Hey El. I thought you might want some ice for that right hook." Dewey said, he passed Tatum the ice and she tossed it over to me. "Thanks." I said putting it on my knuckles.

"I'll be right next door. Try to get some sleep you three." Dewey said and we all nodded, "Yeah yeah." Tatum said to Dewey as he left the room.

I got off Tatums bed and went onto the mattress on the floor, Tatum offered her bed to me but I insisted I slept on the floor.

"Do you really think Billy did it Sid?" Tatum asked, I looked over to Sidney in curiosity. I mean of course he did it, but what did she think?

"He was there Tatum." Sidney stated, "He was destined to have a flaw. I knew he was too perfect." Tatum said.

He is perfect, I thought.

There was a knock on the door then it opened, "Telephone honey, it's for Sid." Tatums mom said. "My dad?" she asked, "I don't think so." Tatums mom said.

"Take a message." Tatum replied, "No i'll get it." Sidney spoke. "I'll come with you." I said and Sidney gave me a thank you look.

The two of us walked downstairs and Sidney picked up the phone, "Hello?" she spoke. Once the voice spoke she looked frightened. That could only mean one of two things. Stus calling her or Billy's calling her.

But how could he call her? He's in jail.

"No!" Sidney yelled, everyone rushed downstairs and saw Sidney on the phone noticing the frightened look she had. "Leave me alone!" Sidney yelled. "Who are you?" she asked.

Maybe it's time to make sure i'm off of everyone's suspect list?

I grabbed the phone from Sidney and put it against my ear. Tatums mom made sure Sidney was okay while Dewey and Tatum watched me.

"You better leave her the fuck alone or I swear to god you're gonna be sorry." I said into the phone, "El? Is that you gorgeous." the voice spoke.

So it's Billy.

I made sure that his words didn't affect my appearance whatsoever. I mean it would be strange if a blush rose on my face as I was on the phone with the killer.

"Stay the fuck away from Sidney!" I yelled into the phone, I hung up the phone and sighed.

Dewey picked up the phone once more and spoke into it, "Hello?" he said and there was no reply. I laughed at his antics and he hung the phone up.

Sidney walked outside and everyone followed her. Why not follow Sidney? She's just little miss fucking perfect.

I walked outside and Tatums mom and Dewey were going into the house. I sat down on the porch swing beside Sidney while Tatum was on the other side.

"Thank you for taking the phone away from me El." Sidney said and I nodded. I mean you got a scare out of that phone call and I got a complement. It's a win win for me.

Me and Tatum both out an arm around Sidney and she rested her head on my chest.

If I was going to be honest, in our trio it's always been me and Sid who are closer. We were always very close with Tatum but me and Sid understood each other on a different level.

We both had some family issues, we knew each other since the third grade, we had almost all of the same interests. But one of the things that made us different was that everybody always liked her more.

I always tried to fit in and make everyone love me, but they were always drawn to Sidney. I mean Tatum was, Billy was for a while until he found out the real reason his mother left him. I still think Stu does. For fucksakes, everyone in this whole fucking town loves her more.

But it's always been Sid and El, there was never a time we're you would see us separate in public. But that's all gonna change now.

We sat in silence with our own thoughts spinning in our heads as we stared at the stars.

Eventually we got tired and made our way back up to Tatums room, that night Tatum and Sid slept peacefully while I couldn't get even a minute of sleep.

I couldn't stop thinking about Billy, was he out of jail or did he make that call in jail?

We're they still going to keep him there or were they gonna release him if he wants out already?

Was Sidney going to find out the truth about what me and Billy did last year?

And my biggest question of all was how was I going to react once we got to the third act?

Yes, most of this whole thing was my idea. But I never wanted to hurt Sidney, I just wanted her to understand how i've felt my entire life. Make her understand my point of view on everything.

I just wanted her to be able to understand me better, understand why I did what I did, why i'm doing what i'm doing, and why i'm sleeping with her boyfriend.

The part that upset me the most was that I don't think she was ever going ti be able to understand my side. She was just going to think i'm psychotic, which may be true but I want her to try and understand before she comes to any conclusions.
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AUTHORS NOTE

Hey everyone! So El is starting to let everything get to her, she doesn't want to hurt Sid as you can tell. Maybe she's gonna become a good person again? Or maybe not. I guess you'll never know until the end.

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