Sean's pov(saisy angst)

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It has been 3 days since Jake was kicked out of the club. People have been constantly bullying him. Poor Jake. No one deserves this.

I walked to the school's garden. The place daisy and I planned to hangout. I don't really know what has been going on between daisy and I. She's really beautiful and cute. She is really amazing at how she goes through everything. The pressure of her parents and her plate being pretty full and yet she still cares for people. Like yesterday,when I saw her comfort Jake. She knew she couldn't fix anything or give any advice so she just hugged him. Even though she has all this in her head, she herself still needs comfort which is what I give her with my tracks. What a wonderful girl.

"Sean! Sorry I'm a bit late"
"It's alright, daisy, but what did you want to tell me? "
"I-uh-I wanted to tell you that- uhm-"
I raised an eye brow at her certain stuttering. She never stutters in front of me? That's weird. She sighed as she bit her lip.
"It's alright just spit it out"
"I REALLY LIKE YOU"
My eyes widened at her certain confession.
"I'm sorry I- I didnt mean to shout"

A moment of silence averted us. I was too shocked to speak. Too stunned at her confession. Suddenly, I heard footsteps. I turned around and saw Jake running away from us. A pang of sympathy ran through me. If I reject  daisy ,she would be sad but Jake would still have a chance. I'm sorry daisy. Jake should have a chance to be happy. After everything he's been through.

"I'm sorry I don't feel the same way, daisy"
Her eyes widened. Her lips started to quiver.
"I-I thought you felt the same way- I thought I wasn't the only one-"

She started crying and I started to feel bad. She ran away as tears flooded her eyes. Once she was out of sight, tears started to flood my eyes. I usually cried quietly. I never knew it would hurt this badly, it was even worse than my parents fighting. I slowly walked to the music room. I need some tracks to calm me down. And hopefully no one would be there. I don't want the club to worry about me.
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After some listening to some tracks in my laptop. Hailey came into the room. I quickly wiped my tears away as soon as I saw her.
"Uhm, Sean? Are you alright? "
"I'm okay". My voice quivered.
"Sean, come on you can tell me what's wrong"
I stared at her. Then all of a sudden, tears started forming in my eyes. When did I ever cried to anybody? I've always been keeping my feelings on the inside so why was it different this time? I sobbed uncontrollably on Hailey's shoulder. She patted my back and brought her phone out to get the club to be in the music room right now. I didn't mind for some reason.

Once the whole club came, I slowly said everything that happened, excluding the part that I felt bad for Jake. It didnt exactly make sense why I rejected daisy but I said I liked her but I don't think we could be together because of my parents which was a total lie but if I tell the truth, it would cause chaos.

"Woah!all that happened? "
"Ya"
"Well maybe you could keep it a secret? You don't exactly have to tell your parents until you're ready"
Hailey suggested.
I shook my head.
"I'm just not good at keeping secrets"
I lied.

Suddenly, there was a knock on the door.
"Come in"
Hailey sighed. The club turned around to face the door.

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? "

Author:hehe 😏 cliffhanger-hehehhe alright next part will be different it the continue of the first story as my friend wanted it so you'll see that part tmr and don't worry I'm continuing this part:) it will be more chaotic :)
But could you guess who came in in the comments: love to hear your suggestions.

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