Tmf sufferings

apologies? -chapter 14

Timeline:2nd week after Jake lost his memories
Sean's pov

It may have been only one day or less than 24 hours but I have already miss Jake. Us competing each other in genshin impact and mining in Minecraft was usually one of the times of my day that I always look forward to.

But after his outrage, he won't even talk to me. I've been trying to message him non stop but nothing ever works. I called him a few times too. Maybe I should really give him space. I'm certainly pushing too hard on him. If I were him I wouldn't like people forcing me to make a decision either.

I really need to get my mind of these things. I'll call daisy, she seems to be always the one to cheer me up.

"Hey daisy. How you feeling? " I asked.

"Sean! Well I'm not feeling too well I feel horrible for lying to Jake like that. It's time we tell him the truth don't you think? ".

" ya I guess so. But what if he turns miserable? He would feel upset and terrible once he finds out what happened. "

"Well tmr is a new day we will try to apologize to him". Daisy said.

" what if he don't forgive us? " I said.

"Well I'm sure he will. After all, there's nothing my seany can't do. " daisy tried to cheer me up.

She knew she succeeded once she heard a giggle from me.

"Alright.thanks for cheering me up, daisy. I love you"

"Love you too, seany! " daisy said as she hanged up.

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Jake's pov

Over the past three days, I've been hanging out with Hailey alot and Zander too as well 2 other people that really hated me for what I did. Somehow, Zander forgave me too. I still don't know what I did, but they make me feel whatever I did wasn't important. And they let me be friends with them and hangout too.

"Gosh it's so cold!" Hailey said suddenly as she brought me out of my thoughts.
I looked over at Hailey as she rubbed her arms and shivered slightly.

"Don't you always have a jacket with you, Hailey? " Milly asked.

"I was rushing this morning and forgot to bring one." She said as shivered.

Poor Hailey. Oh wait. I can give her mine. After all I'm not that cold.

I took off my jacket and wrapped it around hailey's shoulders. She faced me.

"Uhm-why did you give me your jacket? " Hailey asked. I smiled warmly at her.

"Well you need it more than I do, Hailey, after all its not that cold for me". I said.
A light tint of blush appeared on her lips. I smiled proudly as I can't help thinking of what a gentleman I am.

All of a sudden, a knock was heard from the door.
" come in" Hailey shouted, hoping someone could hear her.

Drew, Sean and daisy entered the music room. It seems they knew I was here before hand and I started to walk towards the doorway as I wasnt ready to talk to them yet.

Sean immediately grabbed my hand.
"We came here to talk to you, jake". Sean said as he pulled me towards him. He let go of my hand as I sighed heavily.

I looked down at the floor as I folded my arms. I was not ready to talk to them yet. I've been recently trying to distract myself with other things, like hanging out with hailey and the club. But whenever they start rehearsals, I left. I know Sean was going to be there, so I left.

" please hear us out this time, please, Jake? " Sean begged me.

I sighed in defeat. I know I can't keep this up forever. I know they probably didn't mean what they said but it still hurts. Why the hell should they pity me? Are they seriously my friends because they pity me? I need to find out about that.

I nodded slowly as I motioned them to speak.

"Look we are really sorry for lying to you recently. As we said we wanted to protect you. But now we realised there's no need to protect you anymore. As you will eventually find out about everything. We should face our fears not run away from it. After all, things are getting better now". Sean said.

" so you're were lying to me about everything? " I asked starting to get angry.

"Well not everything. Uhm- well- fine yes. We lied to you about everything. We are sorry. But we are going to give you a choice. The memories before you got into an accident aren't exactly pleasant. Do you still want to know about them? " Sean suggested as he moved closer towards me.

I faced the ground. Sean said he was doing this to protect me. I mean if he's doing this, that means what I did was really bad? I have a choice now. To either know what I did or to live without knowing like what Sean said. It's better to live without knowing than to live with knowing. But secrets must be shared right? I should know what I did. I should know why I get bullied every single day. But at the same time, Sean and the others have kept this from me for a month and a half. It must be important.

Which choice do I make?

Author's note: hi! Thank you for reading this! I'm almost finish with this whole story,I just realised. TvT I think that next chapter should be the last. And yah Jake has to make a choice at this point. 😐anyway I wanna say about the episode. It was so cool! Ahhh! I can't. I'm obsessed with the song. Both starlight and also fight for me. They are both good songs and already in my playlist lol. In just a few days I memorised half of 'fight for me'. Maybe I'm too obsessed 🤔. Oh btw did you see their matching jackets for the competition. God was that sick! They should really make that into a merch, I would certainly buy it! Eeeek!ok this chapter is seriously getting very long. Adios! 👋👋👋