truth or dare || south park ||

please dont leave me.

|| stans pov ||

me and ken were in the random alleyway we were always in, craig and tweek were here too. kenny and craig were smoking and tweek was just here to be with craig, drinking his coffee.

"stan, what's going on with kyle..?,, craig said

".. I haven't really spoken to anyone about it.,,

"about what the fact you called him disgusting after you've had a crush on him since 5th grade?,, kenny snorted

"shut u- wait I did what?,,

"oh you dumb motherfucker-,, tweek laughed.

suddenly all the memories came back, it came to me that I was so unphased that day, I had given the whole situation zero thought at all.

"wait, cartmans got the video right?,,

"erm yeah he records everything,, craig said.

I searched up cartmans twitter account and played the video.

|| kennys pov ||

we all watched as stans eyes were focused on the video, we heard the mumbling of the small device in his hands. I watched his eyes change from being high as fuck, to on the verge of a breakdown. his eyes were glossy as if they were about to stream a river, I felt a bit of pity.

"stan, we can fix thi-,,

"we can't fix this one kenny, oh ive really fucked it up this time.,, he chuckled, a tear streamed down his face.

"you know, I don't know what went through my head that day, I actually broke up with wendy the day before. I guess I was just mad, like usual.,,

I turned my head to see craig, with his phone recording, he signals me a thumbs up.

"stan, what do you truly feel about kyle.,,

"kenny the moment I caught feelings for him I told you, you knew anyways but it felt nice having conformation I guess. I've liked him since 5th grade but I couldn't come to terms with the fact I was gay.. so I dated wendy more to try and make it go away. oh shit that sounds a lot worse when I say it outloud.,,

he was actually about to bawl so I dropped my ciggy and scooted over to him, I put my arm around his shoulder but instead he just turned to me and pulled me into the biggest hug ever, he was ugly crying and I had no clue what to do I so just hugged him back, I'd never seen him cry, not like this atleast.

Kyle was always an emotional person, you knew what he was feeling.. but stan, he could fake emotions better than anyone in school, he usually did it for mockery but now I realised how much he could of been hiding, this was him sobbing into my arms. I felt so guilty for no reason, I looked back at craig and he sent the video to kyle.

"stan, I think there's a certain someone you should pay a visit to.,, he said

"I can't, he hates me. he has every right too,,

I stood up and pulled stan up with me, I grabbed his phone and yanked his hand, I dragged him all the way to kyles house.

*knock, knock*

"oh hello boys! it's quite late, what can I do fo- oh stan sweetie what's the matter..? Sheila asked as she opened the door.

"hey ms broflovski! stan really needs to talk to kyle.,, I said

"oh ofcourse my darlings come in!,,

"no, no I have to get going, I'm sorry!,, I said before turning back.

"oh alright you stay safe out there kenny.,,

"thanks ma'am!!,, I said before turning away.

the last thing I saw was Sheila guiding stan inside. I hoped stan wouldn't fuck it up.

|| stans pov ||

" - and that's about it..,, I finished, taking one last sip of my hot chocolate.

"damn you better get ur ass in there then,, ike said, sassily.

"I'm gonna - I just don't know what to say.,,

"well please fucking hurry cause he might turn emo like you did that one ti-,,

"NO- WE DONT TALK ABOUT THAT.,,

"then goooo~,,

"ugh,, I grumbled as I got up off the couch. I stumbled up the stairs and stared at kyles door. I heart a faint noise coming from inside.

I knocked, nobody answered. I begun to get worried.

I burst through the door, holy fuck what have I done.

kyle was facing down on his bed, hugging his pillow as tight as he could. there was a bottle of pills and a water bottle on his desk, his phone was next to his pillow and he had his headphones on, clearly blasting music. he was ugly crying, I've only ever seen kyle cry like this once before despite him being so emotional and it was when his brother went missing, I let out a gasp and he turned to look at me.

his red, puffy eyes made contact with mine and he looked so disappointed in himself. he curled up into a little ball so I went and sat next to him on his bed.

"kyle..,, I said, taking his headphones off him.

|| kyles pov ||

"stan, I can change I swear please don't leave me.., I won't be gay forever I swear!!,, I said, bawling my eyes out.

he pulled me into a kiss, his deep blue eyes made contact with mine, he ran his hand through my hair and put this arm around me. It made me feel the safest I ever was.

"I love you, kyle.,, he said.

I was in shock.

"stan.. i-,,

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