truth or dare || south park ||

i dont miss him, i miss who he once was.

"ky?,, kenny said.

"h- huh?,, I said, just waking up

"kyle.,,

"oh for fucks sake not again.,,
I slammed my face into my pillow.

"did you have that dream again?,,

"I swear to god at this point it's not a dream it's a fucking nightmare.,,

"wanna bunk today? we can go down starks,,

"sorry ken not today there's this really important bio test and it takes up half my grade.,,

"oh damn I've got a maths one aswell.,,

we both chuckled and begun to get ready for school, but I couldn't help thinking about the dream again. something felt different this time.

|| FLASHBACK KYLES POV ||

just for clarification this flashback isn't a flashback into the dream !!

"kyle you know I'll always be here for you, always,, stan said with a bright smile.

in tears I just hugged him tight. he was my super best friend and I wanted to spend every minute with him.

he hugged me back, and we ended up falling asleep like that.

the very next day he did what he said he wouldnt.

"NO, YOU DONT UNDERSTAND, YOU SAID SHE WAS AN ANNOYING WHORE AND YOU CALLED HER SO MANY BITCH-ASS NAMES AND YET YOU RUN BACK TO HER WITHOUT HESITATION?!,,

"KYLE ITS NOT MY FAULT THAT-,,

"no stan. it's completely, totally your fault.,,

"fine, if you want it like that have it like that. we're done. anything to say before you go?,,

I mumbled as words spread through my head and slowly started connecting pieces. without thinking I said:

"you broke me like I was one of your fucking promises.,, I begun to cry again

"never would I think the day would come where your name wouldn't make me smile, kyle broflovski.,,

we held eye contact, both of us on the verge of crying.

alls I wanted to do was run up and hug him, and I almost did before wendy, kenny and bebe walked around the corner and saw the scene.

"hey babe!!,, wendy ran up to stan "oh honey why are you crying..?,,

"come on kyle.,, kenny took me away

"hey.. you okay?,, bebe said to me.

we bonded at a party one time when I was upset about stan. I guess the same thing is happening.

as we were walking away I told them what happened. "it always happe - ns, over and over like- l- like I'm stuck in loo- loop!,,

I rubbed my tears away until my eyes went poofy red.

"no I'm fine i-,,

"kyle I've been watching this since the beginning and I can't bare to see it anymore.,, ken said, bebe agreeing

|| END OF FLASHBACK ||

I haven't hung out with stan since then.

"hey ken.,,

"huh?,,

"how come we haven't been hanging out with stan anymore, I see him all the time but he never says anything.,,

"kyle I have to show you something.,,

"oh, alright..,,

it was early morning so still dark, me and kenny put our coats on and he guided me into a spooky area. we was at a huge metal gate and he looked me in the eyes and told me

"kyle, we love you but you have to face the truth. I'm sorry in advance.,,

he grabbed my hand and guided me inside the gate. we came across a bunch of rocks in the ground, then I realised we were at a cemetery.

" STAN MARSH.

a brother, son and most importantly..
a super best friend.

'kyle I'm sorry, I love you.' "

a rock in the ground with the following words etched onto it, flowers laid in the dirt, and a suicide note pinned onto the rock. some drawings and cards pinned into a nearby rock on the ground for memorials.

"ky, stan shot himself.. the day af-,,

"the day after my birthday.,,

it all came back, we hung out on my birthday, I left all my family for him and we had the best time ever. he hadn't told me about what he was feeling. I'm assuming he didn't wanna ruin my birthday. if I had the chance I would of picked up the phone that night.

"we know you miss him kyle but you have to move on.,,

"I don't miss him, i miss who he once was. every day I have that same dream. I didn't get there in time. he called me but I was too tired to answer until I saw the I love you text kenny. I ran to the bridge Heidi quit twitter at kenny, I watched his cold blue eyes stare into mine. I watched him kill himself kenny. every night I have that dream, if I had just got there a little earlier, things could have been different.,,

"oh ky..,,

he pulled me into a hug, and I sobbed so hard.

"come on lets go back-,,

"wait, I have to do something.,,

I sat down nearby stans grave.

"stan, if you can hear me right now.. I'm sorry if it was my fault. I know you clarified it wasn't but I'm sorry I didn't pick up the phone." I turned my voice into a whisper "I'll be back soon and we can hang out all day.,,

|| KENNYS POV ||

4:19 am, the day after.

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I pressed on it.

"I love you kenny, goodbye. thanks for being there, thanks for being you. keep living, for me.. for us. I'll watch over you. don't ever give up.,,

that was the last time I heard from kyle.

stan marsh shot himself, and his super best friend kyle broflovski followed in his footsteps.

they were always something, they were inseparable.

kyles grave was planted next to stans, with their iconic quote on each side.

"super best friends until the end.,,

and finally the end had came, but kyle broflovski was determined to start that again.

IM SORRY GUYS I LOVE YOU BUT IT HAD TO END WITH A SUICIDE OTHERWISE WHATS THE POINT IN THIS FANFICT 😒😒

ILL WRITE MORE IN THE FUTURE BUT FOR NOW IM TAKING A BREAK LMAO !!