*one week later*
Y/ns pov
Being in a relationship meant I didn't have much time to be alone, which I didn't mind. Well, I kind of do, I cherish my alone time. It's so lovely to be alone, just in silence with nothing but you and your thoughts. But if being together as much as possible made chan happy, I was willing to .
The two of us were cuddling on my bed, me on top of him burrowing my face into his chest while he wrapped his arms around me
" I hate who I was before I met you" I mumbled " you make me feel so much more... I dont know, alive? I guess"
" good" he brushed his fingers through my hair " I want my baby's life to happy as possible....hey, what do you say we go on a date tommorow? Just hang out in town as long as we want?"
" yeah, I'd like that" I smiled widley " what kinda date?"
" I was thinking I could take you to town, buy you some things and maybe take you to the studio " he replied
" I'd like that " I hummed
" also, not tommorow but, I was thinking maybe I could get you some therapy . Help you get better, yknow? Only if you want to." He offered
" yeah, maybe " I nodded then sat up " but after the date and potential therapy ,we are going into couple hibernation"
" oh we are?" He chuckled
" yes" I played with his fingers
" what about college?" He asked
" schools stupid, we can come up with some excuse....you say you've got to practice for a new album or something and I'll say.....my dad died. God ,I wish that would happen"
" I know baby" he replied " you're
cute, yknow that right?"
I blushed slightly " says you, you're cute too"
He giggled then sat up to peck my lips " you're cuter"
" no"
" yes"
" no"
" yes"
I sighed " you're not gonna give up are you?"
" never, because, you're cuter" he giggled, a happy smile on his face
" fine, you win" I huffed
" I know " he interlocked our fingers then kissed the back of my hands , I hummed happily at the feeling " jesus christ your gorgeous " he looked up at me "so....so gorgeous. If I could live my life doing nothing more than looking at you. I would, I would take you over music and my whole career "
"What about stay?" I chuckled
" you are a stay" he replied "so stay counts "
" fair enough " I shrugged then pouted my lips slightly " channie"
" yes baby?" He said
" gimme a kiss" I watched his face light up at the request before acting on it " I'm so happy I met you "
" I'm happy I met you too angel" he caressed my cheek " you're one of the best things that have happened to me"
" how will delulu stays react?" I laughed
" who cares, I'm yours, youre mine. Others can be jelous, but they should find someone to truly love . Being in love with your idols is a bad idea, some dont get as lucky as you" he chuckled
" mostly everyone doesnt get as lucky as me" I agreed " I guess with everything bad I've been through this is the universes gift to me for putting up with it for so long"
" maybe" he smiled " lay back down let me cuddle you"
" ok, ok" I laughed then layed back on top of him , my face buried in his chest as his fingers lacing through my hair
I love this, I love him. I never thought I was capable of thinking this about someone but, I need him. I need him more than anything in the world.
