*short first chapter*
Y/ns POV
My arms weakly held me up as I leant on the bathroom sink , staring into my dreadful reflection. My eyes had large bags under them and my cheeks were tear stained . Pathetic.
I scoffed and pulled out a pot of anti depressants, bringing it to my lips and swallowing as many pills as I could stomach.
Placing the lid back onto the tub I exited the murky room and threw on my bag , dreading the day ahead.
I heard loud knocks on my apartment door and rolled my eyes
" its open" I said, my voice scratchy
My 'Friends' opened it, all laughing when they saw me "you look like shit " laughed the redhead, daehyun.
The three all had painfully similar names , daehyun , daejung and dae.
" whatever " I rolled my eyes then walked past them, bumping shoulders with daejung
" ooooo" they giggled mockingly
I scoffed and sped up my walk, desperately trying to get away from the assholes that had claimed to be my best friends.
I dont want friends, I dont need friends, I don't need anyone . People just get in the way , people tend to miss you when you're gone. That's why I ran away, not to be met with more fucking people.
" so" dae wrapped an arm around my shoulder " what mischief are we causing today"
" none" I scoffed " and we all know mischief means crime. No need to be secretive"
" ok. Someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed " teased daehyun
" fuck off " I spat , pushing dae's arm off of me " I already told you not to come to my apartment. Why are you here?"
" because we want to annoy you " daejung snickered
I rolled my eyes " whatever " I replied
Soon we exited the dark and depressing building, the blinding sun hit my eyes like I was being interrogated. I winced at the overwhelmed feeling.
" cmon, we have a bus to catch" daehyun urged us to follow
" I'm walking " I spoke coldly "bye"
I turned my back and walked in the opposite direction
I fel my bag be tugged , sending me into an ally way.
Dae stood there looking at me angrily " what is your problem!?" He yelled
" I'm done with you" I stood up , brushing myself down as I did "I'm leaving the group. I'm not doing this shit any mo--"
Dahyun and daejung pinned me to the wall by my arms , immediately dae began punching me stomach
His fists only punched harder each time they met my now agonisingly painful stomach
I groaned in pain and attempted to double over ,but I couldn't help but enjoy it...I deserve every bit of pain I recieve.
I flung my head forward and clenched my teeth causing the veins in my neck to pop out.
He took it as an opportunity to start pumbling my face, my head hitting the wall with each strike.
I felt blood tricked from my mouth as his large fists made contact with my cheeks ,nose, mouth and eyes
The two holding me let go as dae pulled his hands away , he spat on me as I struggled to not stumble over.
" fuck you " spat daejung " let's go guys, bus isn't waiting for us"
The other two nodded and walked away.
I groaned, I could hear ringing in my ears as well as my heartbeat . My hands flew up to defend then from the noises which were relentlessly bombarding then and weakly walked down the street .
Blood poured from various wounds on my face , my arms throbbed from how tightly daehyun and daejung had been holding them. I was a mess.
A shaky breath escaped my lips as my legs threatened to give out. I held my body tightly , the overdose really starting to kick in making me shiver.
As I walked along the bridge, cars zoomed past me . Only adding to the sounds that were attacking my ears .
Suddenly I threw up over the edge , coughing weakly. My head felt like it was being beaten over with by a hammer while my heart beat rapidly.
I was beginning to struggle breathing and finnaly dropped onto my hands and knees, slowly lowering myself to the ground and rolling onto my back.
The sun attacked my eyes for the second time only making my throbbing head much worse.
My eyelids soon closed , I passed out.
