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This night was strange.I couldn't sleep.Kylian held me tight in his arms so I couldn't escape.I watched him while he slept.His bare skin shimmered even in the dark,his lips so juicy and soft and his face so angelic.I was trying to process how handsome he is.He was sleeping so sweetly that I couldn't resist.I started giving him tender and soft kisses so as not to wake him up.

As soon as I left the first kisses,however,his smile appeared and he opened his beautiful eyes.It didn't take long for the redness to cover my face,I was very embarrassed because now, we are not that close.

"Why you are not sleeping,mon bèlle?"he asked me as she tucked a lock of my hair behind my ear.

"I just-I just couldn't sleep.I'm sorry I woke you up,I didn't mean to."

"Actually,you didn't wake me up.I couldn't sleep either."I just nodded to his words and I looked down.

"But if you're going to kiss me,I'll pretend I'm asleep again."He continued talking and I giggled.

I don't know why but I felt awkward.Something was wrong and I didn't know what it is.Kylian immediately understood and started stroking me.

"What's wrong,amour?"

"Oh,nothing.Everything's fine.Perfect."After a few seconds,he placed his finger on my chin and he raised my head causing me to look at him.

"Look at me and tell me what is bothering you."He ordered me.

I couldn't help it but sigh.I got out of his arms I turned my torso to look at him and squatted down.He also got up and leaned on his shoulder and placed one arm around my waist while he stroked my leg with the other.

"Do you care about me,Kylian?"he looked at me with a stupid expression.

"Of course I care about you,you idiot.You can't even imagine how much."I don't look at him.I look down and I am playing nervously with my fingers.

"So if you get asked why you care about me so much,what would you say?"

"What kind of questions are these,Irina?"

"Can you just answer me?If you don't want to,just say it."I lifted my eyelids to look at him. He took a deep breath and looked away.He took one hand that was on my waist and placed it on his head.

"Because she's the reason I hold on."He replied to my question without looking at me and I looked down.I liked the answer he gave.

"You are my family,you are the mother of my children,you are my first love,my first love,you are my everything.I don't know how to express my feelings,but I love you so much.Actually,I adore you,my heart belongs to you,and you know it.I don't want you to think that I don't care about you."I felt a tear running down my cheek.

"Then why you acting like you don't care?"We are now looking at each other in the eyes.

"Irina,I-I-I don't know."he answered and I chuckled.

"As I thought."I replied to him and he got up and he wiped my tears with his thumb and he sat in the same position as me.

"Listen,stop acting like a little kid.You ask me stupid questions all this time.It's like you haven't known me for so many years.Like you don't know that I'm toxic and bipolar.So cut the bullshit and remember that I love you with all my heart.the heart and that I care about you more than you think.Just because we don't match as a couple,doesn't mean I stop having feelings for you."

"Then why did you cheat on me in my own house,Kylian?"As soon as he heard my question he closed his eyes and placed his hands on his head.He sighed one more time.