𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐨𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞 ? ~ 𝐊𝐲𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐧 𝐌𝐛𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞̀

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𝐊𝐲𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐧'𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕

Another great time with Irina has been added to my list.I'm so glad that I felt her because I needed her,I need her and I have missed her so much.But I fucked up.I couldn't help myself and now Irina will think I'm doing what I'm doing with her just to pass the time.Now she'll be furious,and she'll be right.
We have been sitting on her bed for half an hour,hugging each other,without talking to each other,just enjoying the moment.She's completely naked and I'm wearing only my boxers.After some time,I decided to talk to her.

"Baby?"

"Mhmm?"She replied,she was ready to sleep and I hadn't taken it lightly,anyway I woke her up.

"We need to talk,amour."

"Kyks,I really want to sleep."

"I know baby,but it can't wait."

"Okay."she covered her chest with the sheet and rested her back against the headboard,she turned to look at me and I could tell from her look that she was ready to listen to me.We looked at each other for a few seconds until I just looked down and started playing nervously with my fingers.How do I tell her?Not only will she get angry,but she'll also be hurt,and that's something I don't want.She came closer to me and took my hands in an attempt to stop my nervousness.We looked into each other's eyes once more,now within breathing distance.She nodded at me.

"It's okay."She said to me with her calm voice.

"No,it's not."I answered her and she rested her forehead in mine.I closed my eyes,took a deep breath and placed my hands on her waist,lifted her up and made her sit on top of me.I intertwined my fingers with hers and started kissing her soft and beautiful hands.

"Do you remember the last time I was here?"I asked and she nodded.

"Okay.When I got back to France,to my bad luck,Rosalie was waiting for me at my house.I had collapsed on my couch after training and I turned on the TV.As soon as I turned it on,a sex tape was playing.But not just any sex tape. It was mine's and Rosalie's.Do you remember that day after the kids' birthdays when I went on a date with her?Then she took me to a hotel and made this tape without me even knowing-"

"This is a fucking criminal offense!You need to report her Ky!This bitch has some serious problems."

"Riri let me finish.Not only did she remove this tape without my knowledge,she threatened me that if I didn't get back together with her the whole world would see this tape.She also mentioned that she knows we slept together when I was here in England,and that Marcus knew too.I knew Marcus was going to propose you because that's what they planned with Rose,to marry you and ruin your life because your ex punched him in front of the whole world.Rose is a crazy bitch.She is obsessed with me,and she wants to get revenge on me. Another reason I couldn't talk for so long that I know will hurt you the most is that the whole thing with Ronaldo was engineered by rose. Lexi is a luxury whore, who I dumped throughout my relationship with Rose.Rose threatened her that if she dares to tell the truth,she will kill her.If the Ronaldos found out that me and Lexi were getting married,they would think you only did it for threats and more and they would kick you out,which you wouldn't be able to stand.I'm so so sorry,mon amour.I'm sorry sorry."I confessed to her and kissed her hands one more time.She was looking at me in shock as she tried to process what I said to her.As soon as she realized that I had been hiding it from her for so long she pulled off me along with the sheet.She was still looking at me in shock and started to cry.

"But what do you say?Marcus would never do such a thing!"she tried to tell me between her sobs.

"Irina.I'm telling you the truth baby-"before I could even finish the sentence Irina came out of the room with her crying and her sobbing heard throughout the house.I immediately ran after her shouting her name.She didn't pay attention to me,until I pulled her hand and brought her close to me.She hurt,she hurt so much.

"Marcus wouldn't do that!"I just looked at her and I didn't say anything.

"How could you do this to me,Ky?"She was yelling at me while hitting my chest.

"Irina.I-"

"Bullshit!This is bullshit!"

"Mommy?Why are you shouting?"Suddenly our daughter's voice was heard from behind. Irina must have woken up our children because she was screaming like crazy.

"Go back to your room,Freya."I told my daughter sternly as I pulled Irina into my arms so Freya wouldn't see her face.

"Is mommy okay?"

"Yes,she is.But I need you to go back to your room now,okay?"Freya stayed there and Irina got out of my arms and started screaming again.

"Cut the bullshit!Shouldn't our child know that you all made fun of her mother for so long?"

"Not in front of the kids,Irina."

"Does Neymar know?Of course he does!That's why you were both acting so weird in my birthday!My mind can't handle it!I thought you cared even a little about me Kylian.You come suddenly after 5 years in our life and turn everything upside down!First my parents die and you are not by my side,now you let the mother of your children marry a psycho what else will be next?Tell me!What else?If you cared even a little bit about me,you would have told me from the first moment and you wouldn't have chosen not to let the whole world see your dick!You should have been careful!I hate you Kylian.I fucking hate you!"

"Mommy please stop crying."Freya said and she started crying.

"What did you want me to do Irina?We have kids!I have kids,my tape can't be released!And besides,my career would be ruined!Even though I'm the least I care about!Every fucking minute I thought about you.I was seeing a fucking therapist,I didn't know what to do.If I talked you'd lose your job once and for all and everyone would hate you.I didn't know what the hell to do!I didn't know." I started yelling at her too.

"Daddy please don't yell at her!"Freya said between her sobs,we made her so upset.
I turned to look at Irina who was holding her head and started stumbling,I quickly went to her and caught her before she fell.

"Hey.Hey.Hey.You okay?"She was held tightly by me while crying non-stop.

"Go.Just go to Freya.I'm going to be okay."
I looked at her and then at our daughter.They were both crying non-stop.I looked again at Irina who just nodded at meI slowly let go of her and ran to my daughter,took her in my arms and tried to calm her down.I directed her to her and her and her brother's room and tried to calm her down.It took me about half an hour to calm the little one down,until she calmed down and went back to sleep.I left my children's room and closed the door behind me.I headed towards the kitchen and I saw Irina wrapped in the sheet resting her hands on the kitchen counter and trying to breathe. Irina has suffered a lot of shocks lately,it breaks my heart to see her like this.
I approached her and she turned to look at me. I placed my hands on her cheeks and tried to wipe away her incessant tears with my thumb. Her look so hurt and so sad with her eyelashes tangled from crying,her hands shaking from the tension and her feet standing with difficulty on the floor.
She collapsed in my hands.She placed her hands around my waist tightly without stop crying.I placed my hands around her and I started to caress her beautiful blond hair.How much it hurts me to see her like this is indescribable.

"It's okay,mon amour.We are going to get through this together."I whispered to her.
I know that she wouldn't hear anything right now but it was the best that I could do.

"I love you."I whispered again to her ear.

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First of all I want to say that I really enjoy to read your comments you guys when I see your comments and your opinions makes me so freaking happy.Thank you so much.
Soo Kylian told Irina the truth.
What do you think it will happen next?
Btw you guys I asked in another chapter but you didn't answer😭What do y'all think about Irina?I mean isn't she breathtaking or am I the only one who thinks that?
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