°•I can't leave..•°

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Toxic love, like poison in my veins.
Continuously Clouding my mind while, numbing my pain.

At first it seemed so sweet with flowers and grace. 🤍
Now all I am gifted with,
is restrictions whilst staying in chains.

Your sweetest words, have turned so sour,
my heart is dying whilst being twisted by the hours.

Promised love, still blind, 👀
to see how you're deteriorating me every,
single night... 🌌

The more I try leave,
the more you grasp me with your manipulative words.
I know I should leave but, I hold on and don't know why.

Toxic love, such a dangerous game.
And here I am, playing it all the same. 🖤

To break free from this chains,
to not be willing to sacrifice my life for this toxic game.

The lights are still red. 🩸
And the candle still firing. 🕯

Bruised and broken from your lies,
living in despair.
I have no courage to actually fall in love with you.
To find your loveable eyes and loving tune,
of how you would treat me when I was wounded.

The hearts and dates are now all over...
All I feel now is your grip clashed towards mine, feeling tighter than ever!

Words like venom and your touch as cold as ice. 🧊
But I stayed only because I thought more than twice.

My head is trapped by your twisted but predictable signals.
Now my bodies slaved while a minor part of my brain,
still trying to find the real you...again. 💙





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