𝚕𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚜𝚜𝚊 𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚖𝚜 𝚡 𝚏𝚎𝚖 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛

Chapter 8: A visit to heaven TW⚠️

Tw: OD

I woke up the next morning, tangled in her arms and legs. I studied her body every inch of it including her face i was been careful of my movements due to her still been asleep. My god she looked angelic, she was so stunning i do not think i have ever met someone so beautiful and Goddesses as her . She , my love is definitely one of a kind , I loved her so much we both lover each a lot but she takes so good care of me and makes sure i am ok and treats my properly i do not think she deserves me at all i am a nobody she is a somebody. She deserves the whole universe some on far far better than me and better looking than me , I wish i could give her everything she wanted including the most stunning person in the whole universe. I got up slowly making sure not to wake her , i walked into the bathroom and got a shower and i got dried and dressed i put on some light make up and dried my hair . I grabbed any meds i could find and wrote a letter to her to know her angel went home to heaven.

Dear mi amor ,
                             I Have loved you a long time and i always will unfortunately i am not what you want i am not up to the body standards or beauty standards.
I am a nobody you are a somebody.
I am sorry i could not give you the most stunning person in the universe you deserve a lot more than me you deserve who can look after you and make sure you are ok no matter what someone who deserves you and you deserve them. I am your angel going home
Good bye
Mi amor ~

I Placed the letter on top of her phone and put my shoes on. I walked out of her office sneak off school grounds. I walked towards the forest behind the school and kept walking until i cane to a run down home. I searched the home completely making sure no one was here. I then proceeded to find a good spot and sit down i took all the meds at once. Anti-depressants, Anxiety medication, iron deficiency medication, paracetamol, ibuprofen. I took them all at once, a few minutes later everything was fuzzy and bury , i laid my self down and slowly closed my eyes.

LARISSA'S  POV :

I woke up to see Alision was no longer in my bed i turned over to see if she was in the bathroom already getting ready and dressed for the day. But no , i turned over to find a letter addressed to me. :

"Dear mi amor ,
                             I Have loved you a long time and i always will unfortunately i am not what you want i am not up to the body standards or beauty standards.
I am a nobody you are a somebody.
I am sorry i could not give you the most stunning person in the universe you deserve a lot more than me you deserve who can look after you and make sure you are ok no matter what someone who deserves you and you deserve them. I am your angel going home
Good bye
Mi amor ~"

After i read the letter i slowly placed it down as my mind raced with thoughts thinking of all the possibilities that could have gone off as i was asleep. I cried and cried for hour or two then i got up and ready. Then it suddenly hit me i looked through the medicine cabinet, The only things i saw we're missing were : Anti-depressants, Anxiety medication, iron deficiency medication, paracetamol, ibuprofen . Then it all hit me she had taken the medicine and gone off somewhere to take them all. I got dressed and grabbed my car keys and started driving, thinking off all the places she could of gone. After and hour or so i remembered an old run down cabin in the far end of the school forest. I drove there and walked all the way through the cabin to see my darling angel laid down looking paler than a ghost , i cried a gasp and i walked over to her and checked checked her pulse . I felt that she had a small pulse i picked her up and laid her in my car, i drove to the hospital as quick as i could. I walked into the hospital with her in my arms pleading for help, a nurse came over and assisted me with help.
"whats is the matter miss"
" she has trier to overdose on multiple medications i found her in a run down cabin i checked her pulse and it is very faint, please i am begging you help me save her please she is my girlfriend my world ." i practically cried out to the nurse , she immediately got us a room in the ICU and most doctors came in and started to help her. I stood outside while they did there job.
A WHILE LATER
A doctor walked out. "You were lucky when you caught her other wise she would be dead , now i do have to inform you that she is in a deep coma we do not know how long it will before weeks , months , years perhaps," i nodded with tears flooding back to my eyes feeling guilt and calling my self a fool for not realising there was something wrong with her or how she felt about her self. i walked into her room and sat in the chair beside her bed and took hold off her hand and stroked it slowly and started saying some of our best memories wishing and hoping she would get better and she could be with me again.

so yes im alive unfortunately i cant wait to die im waiting for it to Happen words :975
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