I fell in love with a gay

Dead

I'm sorry I can't think of any title that suits this chapter hehe Ugh school sorry if I can't finish this sooner

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Andrei

after she nodded she felled on her knees and cried seeing her like this broke every piece of my heart so I just hugged her and said. "Please don't cry I can't stand seeing you like this I'm your big sis right?" I said as tears stream down on my face. "DON'T CRY? BUT HOW MY MOST PRECIOUS MOM IS DEAD HOW CAN I LIVE NOW MY DAD DOESN'T SEEM TO CARE FOR ME I SHOULD HAVE ALSO DIED LIKE MY MOM RIGHT ON THIS DAY ON I'M JUST LIKE A LIVING DEAD." She said madly and at the same time grieving. "I hugged her again then she buried her face on my chest. "I may not know what you feel right now Cassy but I'm just right here for you." I said trying to comfort her right now the night passed by she slept hurt from what happened that's obvious isn't it? The next day we arranged the date of her mother's burial etc. It was stressful for Cassandra so I help her in every way I can this time. Anyway on Sunday I will act as Drei for that day so I better have an explanation.. .

 (time skip. . . on the house of Cassy) 

Okay so today is Sunday as promised I'm Andrei for the whole day so I went straightly to Cassy's house as I have entered as expected the atmosphere is really cold from where I am I can see Cassy being comforted by her friends she was really crying. I feel so sad seeing her like this but what can I do anyway I need to talk to her. I went to her and said "Cassy, condolence um and I'm sorry if I was not beside you on the day that your mother died." "Drei there's nothing to be sorry for and thank you for coming I really appreciated it." Cassy said with a tint of sadness on her voice. Her friends left her for a while because they are going to go and give the visitors a drink so I was left with Cassy. It was really awkward because I don't know what to say to her. "Drei can I open up to you I just need someone to listen to my thoughts I can't bear what I'm feeling right now." She said painfully. "Sure, no problem." I answered. "Drei have you ever felt this feeling that you really need to let go even though it really hurts?" I was so shocked that she asked me that but anyway I do trust her so I'll tell her something."Well its hard to say but I did felt that." I said. "Oh I see, can you tell me the story I'm not forcing you to tell me that if its too private." She asked me. "Oh its nothing well when I was a 1st year high school student I fell inlove with a girl she was kind, and friendly. So because of that I asked her to be my girlfriend she fastly said yes and we became a couple for the whole year but one time I was so shocked to see her with some other guy then that ended our relationship it took me three whole years to get over her but when you came into my life you were like a light that pulled me out of the darkness so that's the story." I narrated to her. Well that is really my story and that made me a gay I didn't told her that because you know. "Ohh you must have been hurt. Well now I know that you know what I feel right now anyway thank you for sharing. But Drei what do i do now mom is dead and I don't have anyone to stand by my side on the good and bad times." She said. "No you're not alone I and your friends are here for you we will help you get up from your situation." I said with a smile it left her silent then the day passed 

~Monday morning~

It was a sunny Monday morning and right now we are going to bury Cassy's mom we made it fast because Cassy can't last seeing her on a coffin. Beside me are Cassy's friends and Cassy I took a leave for today I will be still Andrei for today while walking Cassandra is still crying cause she can't accept the fact that her mother is dead well that's normal for a child that loves her parents so much even though they are not always at her side. The time that we buried her mom Cassy passed out maybe because of crying too much and stress so I carried her in bridal style and brought her to her house and I took care of her because her friends already went to school they were absent for a half day only. Cassy is still crying in her sleep so I lied beside her and wiped her tears then patted her head which made her feel comfy maybe she is dreaming about her mom. "Cassy please recover fastly it hurts me so much." I said.

then the day passed again fastly 

================================================================================My berries its been a month since I have updated I am really sorry for that please bear with me school is really making me busy sorry again //bows repeatedly anyway sorry for too much time skips in this chapter I really can't relate on it so I dunno how to write it nicely.