I fell in love with a gay

My Secret has been Revealed

Cassandra

Right now I was sitting at the bleachers together with the group, but Karen seems to be late today so we waited for her. "Cassandraaaaaa." She called out. It's been a long time since she called my whole first name probably there's something urgent. "What is it?" I asked her. "Cassy, *pants* pants* Andrei and Andrea are one." She said between pants. "Huh? What do you mean?" Ryn and I said in unison. "I just found out yesterday at the cafe shop I saw him or her whatsoever." Karen explained. "Are you joking?" I asked. "Definitely not." Karen said while rummaging through her bag. "Take a look at this." Karen added then she handed me her phone showing a picture of Andrei then I flipped the next picture it showed me a picture of Andrea. I was shocked on what I've seen I tried looking at the details and both pictures were captured at the same day and its time gap is about 1 hour which means he just changed clothes on that given time. "This can't be real." I said falling down on my knees. "You have to accept it Cass. We all know that it's hard to do but we'll help you to do that." Lillian confronted me. "But why does he have to keep it I can accept him for who he is." I said crying. "We don't know but he better explain this." Anna said. Its been a couple of minutes since they started to comfort me. Then the bell rang. I quickly fixed my face and washed it to freshen me up and started the day. The whole day was a mess I get pissed off fast and I'm always quiet. It was dismissal again so I'm going home by myself. "Cassy let's talk." Andrei grabbed my hand. "Sure." I said in a monotone voice. He dragged me somewhere where we can be alone. "Well I'm going to tell you something about Andrea and myself." He said. I was shocked he is really going to tell me. "Andrea and I are one. Obviously I'm gay and I'm really sorry. I didn't told you about thi-" I slapped him before he can finish what he is saying. "I ALREADY KNOW THAT  DON'T TREAT ME LIKE I'M DUMB OR WHAT! I HATE YOU! YOU SHOULD HAVE TOLD ME THAT YOU WERE GAY I CAN ACCEPT THAT BUT YOU DIDN'T YOU FAILED TO-" i was cutted off by a rough kiss I didn't kissed back and tried to pull myself away from him successfully I did it then I walked away from him. I ran and ran until I reached home. "I feel so stupid." I said locking the door I skipped dinner and went upstairs. "He lied to me. I just hate him I was so confident that he isn't hiding anything from me but I was wrong." I said tossing myself on the bed. "How could he." I said hugging a pillow. My eyes felt tired of crying and I fell asleep.

Andrei

'"She's mad. Stupid idiot Andrei." I said to myself. It suddenly rained.Fuck I forgot my umbrella at home so I'll be walking on this rainy weather ah shit. The quote 'regret is always in the end' is true I should have told her. I should have quitted being a gay when I met her. Now I just realized everything but that can't change the happenings right now all I have to do is fix things again with her but I think she might decline me she really sound so mad a while ago who wouldn't be. After walking I reached home well I'm alone right now nobody's home. So I unlocked the door, went inside and dried myself then tossed myself on the bed. I can't sleep even though weather is perfect for sleeping. I can't sleep because I'm worrying that Cassy might cry herself to sleep and that's because of me. Maybe I need to consult someone. I called Ryn *ring* *ring* "Hello?" Ryn said answering her phone. "Hey Ryn this is Drei." I said. "Oh." She replied. "I know you're mad but can I have some advice I don't have other friends who can understand the situation well." I begged. "Andrei, give Cassy some space for now okay she'll just be mad if you apologized don't worry I'll talk to her and try to help you okay." She said. "Thank you Ryn." I said then I ended the call. Then I fell asleep.

(the next day)

Cassandra

It rained last night that's why I fell asleep fast and that's good I might have cried myself to sleep well that's me. Speaking of Andrei when I left him last night he wasn't moving an inch from where he stood did he even went home? Ugh why do I worry about him? This isn't good I'll just hurt myself even more when I get to remember him. Ah stop it I need to go to school. So I prepared myself for school and packed my things and rushed off to school well I don't want to encounter him on the street it's hard because of the situation. When I reached school I saw Andrei we made eye contact for about 2 seconds then both of us looked in a separate way. I headed off to the classroom so I can talk to my friends luckily no one is late so we started chatting then the topic became Andrei. "Hey Cassy what did he said to you before going home I saw the two of you together." Lillian asked. "He explained about the gay stuff but I got mad and slapped him and left him." I said. "Oh sorry to ask you." Lillian apologized. "Nah it's nothing it's expected for you guys to ask me about yesterday." I said. "Hey did he said something rude? Why did you slapped him?" Ryn asked. "Nope. Well it's because I, I don't know." I sighed. "I see. Want some advice?" Ryn asked. "Yah." I replied. "Let's walk somewhere." Ryn suggested. "Can we?" Ryn added. "SURE!" The others replied back.