Cataclysmic

Aaron's Song

Aaron's Song

June 3rd, 2018

I didn't believe in God,

But Oh, did I believe in you,

Much like Icarus who flew too close to the sun,

I must have gotten too close to you,

And the only way to go,

Was down.

But you always told me I'd be okay,

You told me to Go For It All,

And even now,

When you aren't here,

And the Years dwittle on,

And do had I,

I kept going,

Like you always told me too.

I kept pushing,

Because I knew it's what you wanted,

I know there isn't always Goodbyes,

And I'd never be ready for it,

But I still can't believe you're gone...

It's been years,

And I'm still Grieving,

Sometimes I feel like the grief is worse, than the day you left me,

I never wanted to grieve you this way,

I never wanted to yearn for you, this way,

They say with time, All wounds heal,

But Maybe they didn't love you,

The way I had?

The Music we once listened too brings stings to my eyes,

The movies we watched still fills my chest with Ache,

It's the places I once called home,

They no longer feel of Home, and Safety,

Because, there's no home, without you...

You were much more than a Best friend,

You were my everything,

My Soulmate,

My sounding board,

My protector of the Odds,

My most trusted.

And I'll never understand,

How you could say I was your everything, Your babygirl,

Then leave me without a goodbye...

My Heart its breaking,

My kingdom it's quaking,

My foundation, it's shaken,

And the tears, they're fucking raining.

Not one day passes, where I don't think of you,

Our love,

Our Friends,

Our Memories,

I cherish them,

I envy them,

I yearn for them.

But till we meet again,

Just remember,

I sing this song, Forever and Always.