SG3R1

Chapter 7: panic

Warning: ignorance of someone's phobia, panic attacks

[(Forgotten)Uni's p.o.v yet again]

me and the idiot finished reporting and immediately went inside. The sun was about to rise and we couldn't be in the light. I was honestly scared. I had lost a lot of trust to whoever this is. I knew Moon wouldn't do that, I knew he would feel guilty and hide in his room. This psychopath  just walked by me like nothing happened.

I tried to get away from him somehow but I was immediately flung back at him. He fell back a little but caught himself. He looked at me as I fell next to him and I started to hyperventilate. I forgot that it flung me straight at him not by or next to him. It wouldn't stop until I made physical contact and me having haphephobia I naturally began to go into a panic attack.

He looked slightly worried, and his personality was back to Moon's. 

"oh my, uni! did I walk to far ahead i am soo sorry!" He said panicking himself. He wanted to run to grab something to comfort me I could see it in his body language, but he knew that i would be flung at him and it would make things worse.

I felt my lungs tighten even more when I heard someone walk in. Someone was going to see me at my weakest. My heart ached and my head spun. No matter how hard I held my head to stop the spinning it didn't leave me. The hands on my throat held on tighter as I felt a hand on my shoulder. I couldn't take it anymore and I let out a blood curdling scream. 

Moon and the hand flinched at the sudden loud noise. Moon looked guilty af and the hand disappeared from my sight. I held my chest trying to...I don't know I was trying to make it better somehow. I felt water on my cheeks and my vision getting blurry from the tears obstructing it.

There was voices but I didn't want to hear it, it was all too overwhelming. I cried my soul out.....not that it actually belonged to me it was actually Moon's soul we merged souls last month when I fully corrupted him, not that it fully worked but oh well. 

I sat on the floor my hands on my knees and my knees to my head. My scarf was covering my mouth and most of my face too. I wanted to hide from everything, I didn't want to be touched again. I just wanted to be alone but that was impossible for me! 

"Uni what the h3// happened here!" I flinched at the familiar voice. It was boss'! I didn't want to be seen as a weak crybaby in front of my father or boss let alone both!

I turned my head slightly towards him almost fully calmed down until he hugged me. I let out a small scream that would most likely be mistaken for a squeaky toy. He hugged me tight and it was more touch than what I was comfortable with. I tried to get away from boss but he just held me in his grasp not saying a word.

I knew he was trying to help me but it wasn't working, new tears formed in my eyes and my throat tensed. My stomach did a back flip over and over every single agonizing second. I was about to scream when I saw Moon kicking boss off me. I think he had been doing that a while since his shoe already had goop on it.

"LET GO OF HIM CAN'T YOU SEE YOUR MAKING IT WORSE!" He yelled at boss.

He was clearly pissed at boss, and I began to see the old Moon. From before he witnessed something no person, let alone a child, should see.

"I'm helping him!" Boss said almost grabbing my arm, but I backed away.

"GEEZE YOU ALL HAVE KNOWN HIM SINCE HE WAS BORN! AND YOU HAVE NEVER EVEN NOTICED HIS HAPHEPHOBIA!?" Moon yelled and I felt myself becoming calmer hearing him defend me.

"WHAT IS WRONG WITH ALL OF YOU! I HAVE BARELY KNOWN HIM FOR THREE F*CKING MONTHS AND I'VE NOTICED ALREADY!" 

Moon looked like he was about to fight someone if they asked what haphephobia is. It was kinda annoying to explain but I felt that it was worth it. Having someone understand means a lot. Moon looked angry at everyone and his mask now showed an X like how C's was earlier. 

He looked at boss specifically angry at him, and when he looked toward grey who was conveniently sitting down by the worker drinking (most likely because this was too much sh*t going on), the worker looked at Moon and walked out into the space that no one knew how it looked.

Moon then screamed "EVERYONE ONE WHO ISN'T SHARING A SOUL WITH UNI, GET THE F*CK OUT OF HERE!"

"Moon think ab-" 

"SHUT.THE.F*CK.UP." Moon said cutting boss off, the calmest he'd been since this started.

Boss walked out of the room not wanting to fight. Moon let out a sigh of relief as boss' steps disappeared into the void. Moon walked in front of me and sat down. 

"You ok?" He asked in his normal kind voice that always sounded kinda inhuman. 

"Yeah..." I said still kinda panicked about it.

"That was the most touch I've experienced in 2 years." I said in a joking tone, but Moon knew that it wasn't a joking matter.

"I'm sorry I couldn't kick him off sooner." He said to me. He looked sad and was looking down at the floor playing with a piece of rock or something.

"It's fine it takes a lot of guts to kick the big man." I said and moon looked at me confused.

"You know neither of us have guts right?" He asked me. "I'm a skeleton using an illusion, and you are an alive chunk of goop." He said pointing the rock at me. 

I guess he took it literally.

"I meant that it means it takes a lot of bravery to do that." I said and then I felt a smirk on my face. "And it was also a pun, because you are a skeleton you have insides whatsoever!" I said laughing a bit.

He looked at me slightly offended before he bursted into laughter. I noticed that he laughed so much that his allusion disappeared, and he was his normal bag of bones. I smiled a little seeing that he was actually happy.

(Author's note: I am so sorry about not posting this sooner I got a little bit of writers block and didn't have any motivation for the past few days. And a small note, I kinda based this on a situation that happened yesterday with my old "friend". I won't explain too much but basically they would ignore my haphephobia and act creepy in general. So yeah that happened.)