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"Facing out to the tallest view, from your place on the second floor

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"Facing out to the tallest view, from your place on the second floor."

I stood outside the big condo apartment building looking up at all the open windows. I don't know why but something in me hoped Imani would walk over to one of these windows and she'd look down and see me.

I need to go talk to her but I didn't know which apartment she lived in. I had messaged her on instagram a few days ago but she only left me on read. I chose not to take it to heart knowing she didn't expect it and it probably caught her off guard.

I watch a car pull up and a familiar ginger haired girl get out. I notice it was Imani's girlfriend and was about to get out and ask her about Imani but I stop myself. I'd probably look crazy doing that so I decided to just stay in my car and wait to see if I'd catch Imani.

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I had an entire two weeks off from work finally but I was sort of starting to get bored. Aprils hardly home anymore so it's just usually me alone in our big apartment. April had finally come home as I was getting ready to leave to run a few errands.

"I'm about to go out for a bit, you need anything while I'm gone?" She was glued to her phone so much that she didn't even look up from it while answering. "Uh yea just some bottles of wine." I grab my keys and purse and walk out of the front door not caring to say anything else to her.

First I go to the mall to pick up a new MacBook since I spilled coffee on my other one arguing with April the other morning. Once I get my new laptop I leave and head to the grocery store. I grab a few things along with the two bottles of wine April asked for.

Once I'm done I pay for my groceries and load them into the car before heading back home. As I wait at a stop light something in me didn't want to go home yet. So I didn't, I drove to the beach instead and there I sat with a blunt in my hand sitting on the sand, listening to the waves crash against the shore.

I'm starting to think maybe I should just break up with April. The love really isn't there anymore and I feel like there's no connection anymore. She isn't the same person she used to and it's not fun being around her anymore.

Within the short span of a month she went from wanting to be up under me all the time to now not even acknowledge my presence anymore. I can't even get a simple hello out of her anymore. Sometimes it makes me think I jumped into a new relationship too fast and me and her actually don't feel the same about each other.

It makes me think whatever spark we had at first has died out and there's no reason to try and keep reigniting it. Then there's the worry in the back of my head that there could possibly be someone else and she's lost interest in me.

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