□♡I'm here to pull you out of the dark♡□

chapter 3

A few Months had past since I  learned I was pregnant and I swear Sophia's mum mode just got locked into overdrive, she had done so many things to make sure I was happy and she sacrificed so much to keep me safe, she had delayed a bunch of projects she had coming up so she could take care of me and she made sure that paparazzi didn't take a single picture if we were out in public.
She got me into therapy and honestly my life improved so much since she found me, i started to understand what it felt like to be loved and it opened me up so much in so many different ways that I will be forever thankful for.
Sophia had gotten me into some lamaze classes that her friend taught as a side gig and on the first day of the first class I remember being nervous for some reason.

"Sophia I feel nervous." I said looking down at my stomach, it had gotten big enough that you could notice I was pregnant which had gotten me lots of judgemental stares outside but I managed to overcome them.

"Why sweetie?" She asked packing up the car.

"Because I feel like all those other mothers are gonna judge me." I said not looking up.

"Oh honey you don't have to worry about that, I got you into a private session so it's just gonna be me you and marina is a very nice woman aswell, she knows what she's doing and she never judges anyone." She said to me reassuringly.

"Marina, that's a pretty name." I said surprised.

"Yeah she does have pretty name, her names marina squerciati, I worked on chicago PD with her, your names both rhyme coincidentally." She said chuckling.

"Oh yeah I remember her character, I watched the show on the library computers when I went out during the day." I said.

"Oh really? Who was your favorite character." She asked.

"Guess".

"Hmm Jay, you probably like Jay cause he's hot." She said jokingly.

"No you think hes hot, you have the hots for Jay!" I said laughing.

"Oh shush." She said laughing.

"No jay is not my favorite character." I said smirking.

"Hmmm this is tricky is it.... Antonio?" She asked.

"Wrong again."

"Oh I couldn't tell you then." She said making a pouty face.

"My favorite character is erin, she's my favorite because I could relate to her the most out of anyone else." I said.

"Well I'd say that's a good reason for her to be your favorite then." She said giving me a warm smile.

We got in the car and we made our way to the private session, the center where marina taught was alot more fancier than I thought it would be, it was a simple building but it had big tall hedges surrounding it like a wall, the lawn was a very vibrant green and it looked very loved, the building itself was almost shaped like a house only it had looked like it had mini houses protruding out of it, it was quite a place to walk into I was immediately met with the smell of incense, I normally loved the smell of incense but this time it made me feel so nauseous, that was the only thing I hated the most about the whole pregnancy besides morning sickness and backaches was my sensitivity to smells.

"Woah that's strong." I said leaning on the wall.

"You ok Diana?" Sophia said holding onto my shoulder.

"Yeah it's just the scent it's super strong, god danm it why do good smells mess with me." I said frustrated.

"Oh I'm sorry I meant to put those out it totally slipped my mind." I heard marina call from the other side of the room, she was so striking and energetic in real life.