□♡I'm here to pull you out of the dark♡□

chapter 8

The feeling of falling, a feeling most people take for granted, there's falling down a flight of stairs or falling into a body of water, and then there's falling in love or falling for someone's friendship schemes, my type of falling was the type you feel when your asleep and your body suddenly jerks awake, that's what happened to me only when I jerked awake I was lying in a baren hospital bed with tubes and monitors hooked up to me.

"Oh my god Diana thank god." Sophia said as she got up from her chair to hug me.

"Wha... what happened? Where's my baby?" I asked as I looked around the room wide eyed.

"Honey your baby's fine, she's doing great from what I hear, you blacked out right after you delivered the placenta." She said as she gently rubbed her thumb along my forehead.

"Oh.. crap well that's not good, I need to see her where's she at? I need to make sure shes ok where's she at?" I said as I tried getting out of bed, sophia leapt up and tried holding me back, I started to get hostile as I only wanted my daughter in that moment, my breathing got heavy and I tried fighting it but Sophia just held onto me in a tight bear hug.

"Oh no you are not leaving this bed missy, you just had a very traumatic birth for a 15 year old and you are not leaving this bed till the doctors say you can, you will see your baby soon trust me." She said as she held onto me, I buried my head in her chest as breathed heavily, I knew she was just worried about me though.

"God danm it, I want to see my daughter." I said slowly letting myself go limp in her embrace, my hand grazed over my stomach and I still felt a slight bump, it scared me for a second but I remembered how marina said that after I gave birth I would still look pregnant for a few days.

"I know and you will soon." She said slowly putting me back down in the bed.

Not even a second after being put down to rest a nurse came in with a little trolly that had none other then my baby inside it, I could see her little smile from across the room and it filled me up with joy and relief.

"I know someone wanted her mama." The nurse said pulling the trolly up next to the bed.

"Oh hi baby." I said smiling as I lifted her up out of the trolly.

"She came in at 9 pounds 3 ounces, she was a big one alright." The nurse said chuckling.

"9 pounds!?" Sophia said surprised.

"Yup, despite her traumatic birth though she's healthy and doing great for now, il leave you two alone." The nurse said as she left the room.

"Oh my god shes precious." Sophia said as she went to hold her little hand.

"I think I know what I'm gonna name her." I said as I held her.

"What are you gonna name her." Sophia said.

"I want to name her Stefani, she looks like a Stefani, Stefani rose bush." I said smiling, I saw Sophia's eyes light up.

"Are you sure that's the last name you want to go with?" Sophia asked me.

"I'm most definitely sure, you saved my life when no one else would, it's the least that I could do." I said.

"Oh Diana that's a beautiful name." Sophia said as she stroked my hair.

"I just can't believe it I mean I have a kid now." I said as I cradled Stefani, I saw her open her eyes and her eyes looked exactly like mine, it was scary and beautiful at the same time.

"Can I hold her?" Sophia asked.

"Yeah sure." I said gently handing her over to Sophia.

"Oh she's so beautiful, she looks just like her mum." Sophia said, I saw a tear escape her eye.